paradise awaits

Rex felt a small shiver run down his spine under Jake’s gaze, he knew he had the boy wrapped around his finger but he wasn’t sure whether it was for his own benefit or amusement. Part of him wanted Jake around always, to be constantly with him and next to him and then another part just wanted him there for the fun, for the fuck- Both parts merged into one and Rex could never really make sense of which one he wanted. He rolled his eyes as Jake spoke his name, he hated it but he always let him off because it was Jake, it sounded so beautiful just falling from his lips. “Me too bud.” He smiled, his hand moving from his own to rest on Jake’s, his fingers curling into the boy’s jeans. Plucking the joint back from Jake, Rex placed it between his lips, letting the feeling overwhelm him as his mind became too loud.

Usually, this always moved faster than it was today. Usually, Jake probably would have been pushed against a wall by now, or on his knees. Not that Jake was complaining, not at all. Either way, he was happy to be in Rex's presence but it did make him question what was different about today, specifically. Rex was being uncharacteristically – not an asshole. "Would it be totally annoying of me right now to ask you like... what you're thinking?" Jake shrugged sheepishly, knowing fully well that he sounded a little bit pathetic as he was asking it. But he was curious, and he couldn't seem to figure Rex out today. Jake shifted closer to the other, tucking his feet under himself so that he was basically a little ball at Rex's side. "I mean, if something's wrong, you don't have to tell me... As long as no one's dying or anything," Jake chuckled.

Gemma: omg but he's married!! I cant be a homewrecker yet!

Gemma: but if thats how it happens, i'll be sure to bring you

Jake: i can :~)

Gemma: i'll dm him and say he's my favorite person ever and needs to follow you

Jake: orrrr you could seduce him :~)

Gemma: LEONARDO DICAPRIO JUST FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER OMFG BEST DAY OF MY LIFE EVER

Gemma: shit. i meant to send that to my sister... ignore this pls and thank you :*

Gemma: unless you're up to fangirl over this with me bc LEO FREAKING DICAPRIO

Isn’t it weird to know most people had sex? That cute old lady sitting next to you on the bus? She probably choked on a dick at one point in her life.

I've choked on a dick too, Benny – does that make you uncomfortable?

I knew it, I knew he was from here, or there or wherever he’s from I just had a feeling. Thank you Google. I’m not young at all, I’m kinda old, I mean it’s my birthday in like six months and then I’ll be in my last teenage year, that’s like super old. I don’t know, I don’t do rebellion. I am.. Trust me, my mom say’s it’s the best way to be. I’ll always be nice to you, I pinky promise. I’m cooler though.

Maybe you're a psychic or something like that, Sammy. You're not old to me, not at all. I'm two years older than you, you know that? That's a little weird to think about, actually. Samuel, take it from an old person like me – you'll regret never breaking the rules, probably. As they say, those are meant to be broken. And as lovely as your mom seems, playing it safe might be... you know, safe, but it also happens to be incredibly boring. Well, as long as you pinky promise I guess I'll take your word for it. Oh, you wish.

Rex watched Jake with a small smirk on his face, his lips curving upwards into a smirk as he turned backwards to face Jake, his hands still stuck into the pockets of his sweats, “Yeah, I’m alright.” He said nonchalantly, shrugging his shoulders as his gaze cast strongly over the curly haired boy. It was the one thing Rex liked the most about Jake, the way he could be controlled- Rex saw his life as nothing but chaos, nothing would go one way, nothing would be at ease- He couldn’t control, keep things the way he wanted without a fight but then there was Jake, who seemed to be at his beck and call whenever he wanted and Rex adored that, he practically drowned in the desire to control the boy, whether he wanted to be or not. “You brought stuff with you? Otherwise we’re going to have a shit time.”

Jake beamed upon hearing Rex's response – not really sure why because it wasn't as though Rex's happiness really had any effect on his own. But it was nice to hear, nonetheless. "That's good," he chirped, finally backing off the wall, walking past Rex and plopping himself down on the nearby couch. "What do you take me for, Dexton?" He questioned haughtily with a playful smile on his face. Jake reached into his back pocket, pulling out the only two things he'd bothered bringing with him. "'Course I did," he beckoned Rex towards him, patting the couch on the spot next to him. Jake lit the joint, getting a little excited at the thought of getting high with Rex. He was always good company, but people did tend to be even better company when they were under the influence of something – or at least, that seemed to be the case in Jake's experience. 

He has an American slash Canadian accent Jake, he can’t be any of those but I do feel kinda stupid now. No, I’m serious, I’m not allowed to watch naughty things. I’m eighteen, so I’m of age I just— She doesn’t want me to watch that stuff and I mean, I feel really awkward because you know.. I’m the most inexperienced eighteen year old in the world, it makes me feel pathetic. I don’t really cry that easily, unless it’s a sad film then I do cry easy yeah. T-Thanks Jake, that’s nice of you to say, you’re pretty cool too.

I'm just joking around! But I just googled it, he's from big bad America. It's confirmed. Oh, thank god. I was holding my breath right then, just a little, because if you were younger I'd feel a little pedophile-y watching Tom Hardy porn with you. But hey, what fun is the teenage life without a little rebellion, Sam? Oh really? You... Unexperienced? I'm not convinced. Well I definitely cry easily, so make sure you're always exceptionally nice to me, 'kay? I need it. Anytime Samuel, anytime. I know I am, thanks. I'm the cooliest. 

Rex was crankier than usual- He wasn’t sure whether it was the lack of action he seemed to be getting as of late, no-one really wanted to come back to his apartment when his roommate liked to sing songs from the Lion King at two am or it could have been the fact that he hadn’t had a single substance expect diet coke pass through his lips in the past seventy two hours due the damn band rehearsals and the boy was practically sick to death of it all. Which was why he invited Jake round, knowing he would have something on him. Well, it was only half the reason he invited the curly haired boy round, the other half was because he missed him and not even in the he’s a good fuck kind of way, Rex genuinely missed spending time with Jake and he couldn’t wait to just have him in his company once again. Clad in nothing but some low hanging sweats, Rex ran a hand through his hair as he waltzed over to his door as the knocking rang through the empty apartment, he swung the door open and grabbed Jake by the collar, pulling him inside- It was cold and Rex was desperate for a joint. Almost slamming the boy against the nearest wall, Rex smirked softly as he flattened his hand against Jake’s chest, “Hey.” He said cockily before taking a step away, moving back through to the open plan living area.

Jake looked down at his shoes while he waited – they weren't the most interesting thing on the planet but apparently he'd gotten so absorbed by them that he didn't even hear the door open. All of a sudden, Jake felt his body be slammed back against a wall. It'd happened so fast he barely even noticed the temperature change because the shock of it all had winded him. Jake swallowed, trying to regain his senses. Rex was about an inch away from him, but Jake couldn't bring himself to greet him properly, at least not until he got his breath back. It had been a while since the two had been together and Jake had almost forgotten how... dominant Rex was. He'd forgotten how it felt, having him this close. It was a little bit unnerving, to say the least. Jake blinked a few times, pulling on his cotton shirt until he felt as though he'd regained some semblance of togetherness within himself. "Nice to see you too," he mumbled, smiling despite his slightly alarmed tone. "I guess this means you're doing okay?"