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Ok so I know I don’t normally do this but a good friend of mine @alanilebabyy just made her first blog (with alot of help from me omfg) so uh…. Yep Go follow her and shit idk do tumblr things

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I have had enough. For the first time in my years online I am dissapointed of what has become of this community. I can’t believe that you’ve allowed yourself to be torn apart by the scheming rumors of a few. I can’t believe that you’d ignore the greater cause of why we are here for your own personal satisfaction. I can’t believe that you’d think that I am worth squabbling over.

If you think that this community is about any one individual’s standing over anyone else, including myself, then you are in the wrong place. If you have ever belittled, threatened, insulted, or berated anyone else in the community FOR ANY REASON then you are in the wrong. I don’t even care if you think I’m missing the point of why you’re waging your own personal war. IT ENDS TONIGHT. And more to the point let me ask you one question that you really need to reflect on: Are you making the world a better place? If you want to squabble and bicker about gossip and problems, take it somewhere else. Here. Right here. We build each other up. We never bring each other down. We NEVER threaten each other. We never attack those whose opinions may differ from our own. In this community we hold ourselves to a higher standard to show an EXAMPLE of what a true community should be to the rest of the world. I will not stand for this pointless arguing. I WILL NOT STAND FOR IT. 

And if you think for even one second that I’ll allow this to continue then you are dead wrong. I may want to make the world smile but you can be DAMN sure that I’ll protect what this community represents with my life. We are better than this. We are stronger than this. It’s time to change. And it starts tonight.

Yes this has happened,  it’s happened to me personally about 4 times. 3 of which I answered the door without knowing who was there and why and the 4th I knew and avoided answering. Some brushed it off as “business” for school but it was really just an excuse to come to the house. 

You all know how much I adore you and how much this community means to me and I love interacting with you all. I even adore meeting people face to face when I’m out and about or at conventions and it’s one of my favourite things to do as a result of youtube. More so than the videos themselves actually. 

But homes are off limits, that’s all there is to it. 

I know some people know where I live but knowing and actually showing up are two very different things. its incredibly uncool to do so because my home is my sanctuary. It’s where I feel safe and secure and comfortable and where I can do anything I want. I would like to keep it that way. It’s flattering in a sense because you want to meet me but it also makes me uncomfortable because I feel like my privacy and security are being invaded, mainly because I have never said where I live and to find out and come over seems out of bounds. 

Again I hope none of this comes across as bad or that you all think I hate meeting you or anything like that. I fricken adore you all and always will, homes are just off limits. 

Please be respectful to other youtubers too and not just me. We are all just people and wish to be respected and treated fairly like any other person. We appreciate your support and enthusiasm to meet us but there’s a limit.