bye bye! *markiplier wave*

Hello all! Man, has it been a while..(actually it’s only been 3 months, but it has felt like forever since I logged on here). Almost TOO long. So much has changed! It took me a good 10 minutes to figure out how to use the new Tumblr format and honestly, I am still quite confused on how to use it still. Damn you, Tumblr. 

You all probably forgot that I was gone, but that’s okay! Haha, we all forget sometimes. I, guilty as ever, forgot that this blog existed sometimes. (yikes) 

Anyway, I have missed this blog so so much. The past months have been quite the ride and I’m so glad that the rocky road I was on has come to a smooth path. It has been super stressful, but along the road I have become so much happier and more relaxed than I ever was. 

However, along the road, good things did come to an end. Over the past months, I have kind of lost interest in what I loved the most. I am not saying that I hate Mark or anything (there is no way in hell that would happen), I have just lost interest in his videos and haven’t watched them for a long time. It went from watching them every day..to here and there..and then to none at all. I remember being curious one day about how Mark was doing and found out so much stuff that I have missed out from the time I was gone. I’m honestly so proud of how far he has come in such short time! It was an incredible thing to see and also sad to not have had to witness the process. I’ve realized that maybe his videos just weren’t for me anymore. It saddens me because this is I hate seeing the things I love not interest me anymore. It kind of scares me.

I created this blog on Jan 1, 2015. The first day of the year. The beginning of a fresh start. It was such an important part of me when I created it because I adored and loved the community that Mark has created and I wanted to be a part of it. A new beginning. A new journey.  I freshened up on my Photoshop skills and soon became addicted to creating new content all the time. It was like being on a adrenaline rush. I loved having this blog! The people I have met through here have been so incredibly kind and the posts and graphics and fanart I have seen from this community made me so proud to be part of such a talented group of people. 

Thank you guys so much for being a part of this short-lived journey with me. I’m going to leave this blog up as an archive for me, personally. When I’m feeling down or super nostalgic one day, I’ll pay a visit and remember the awesome memories that this blog and the community evokes. 

so i was just watching mark's new video and realized that i may just need a break as well. things have been rough these past few days (nothing too serious or anything) and i just haven't been in the mood to run a blog. i'm tired all the time due to school work and the many extracurriculars that i do which i regret doing 24/7 and i barely have any time to get on here or even watch mark's videos. my personal life has been pretty crappy as well and i want to change things so that i can be a little more happier. i feel like i'm falling away from this fandom, but i plan on coming back more refreshed and motivated so that i can do what i love to do, which is run this blog of course!