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Everything's went change. Even me the way I treated others changed. The way people knew about who I was is the representation of how people pleaser I am. Sige lang. Antos lang. Hapit na gamay nalang..

Hey girl! We're back again in writing. Many things happened to you. It's quite challenging however, you can overcome through this. I know you can and you will.

Dear Lord, wasn't expecting this to happen. Sayod ko bay naa jud kay bout ipaabot nako which is "dili pa karun ang panahon". Pero nganu to Lord? Rag natwist man tanan :<

civil service for May 12 lord, cutie <3

Wag mo na sana akong pahirapan pa :'>

Kapoyan naman kog deal sa mga tao nga magpakita og concern, care and affection tapos dili ka panindigan. You know what, okay naman ko bay I am not totally healed yet pero I am doing fine naman. Baay, wanted to have communication saimo pero dili paman tika kaya i-deal karun kay I always end up looking back sa past on how did I handle everything which is very lisod for me. Sige kog stalk saimo though giblock ko nimo and yet karun, gi unblock ko nimo nangumusta pajud ka? Para asa? HAHAHAHA Ayaw ko palisora please. Magdamgo nasad ko ani ron nimo. Again, I am doing fine na ayaw na himoang complicated if KUNG KANANG IMONG PAGBATI NIMO DILI NIMO KAYA BAROGAN!

October, the last time I wrote something here in my journal. I've been too busy with my academics and org tasks. I kept busy to divert my attention in my current heart situation.... but here is me again, kay tungod nagparamdam ang tao nga akong gihigugma ug nagpasakit saakoa :<

Hey girl! I know life's getting harder today, but always remember that you are precious and there's a better things ahead <3

Karun na proved najud nako ang saying nga each one of us had a time that we based our decision if we are ready to enter a new relationship depends on a person we are dealing to...

I just did what could bring me peace, but why does it seem like it's hard to deal with those situations that you can feel accountable for, and the worst thing is the regression? Why are there people you expect to understand but end up being the ones who'll surprise you with their responses?

I've been telling myself to not take serious on everything, but things challenge me on handling my emotions on how will I react to different situations.

I am wondering if you got affected with our situation...

Am I crazy? Why does it feel like "nawad-an ko" "magmahay ko at the end" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

This chapter ended... See you in the future or in another life...