Double or Nothing

Okay, so those replies I said were coming…are still coming.

Here’s what it is: I am trying a new schedule for May. I am cautiously optimistic that it will give me more writing time. I hope. But the fact is that I really need to be focusing on my mental health and PT for my shoulder (because it’s wonky). So with that in mind, I’m going to put @amuseablefeast and @heyarace on hiatus and focus on @finstergrayson and @haydensineater until I have a better handle on things. At some point I’ll be writing up blog-specific posts for them, with more specifics.

Just to give you an idea of how overwhelmed I’ve been feeling: it’s taken me about 2 weeks to post this. This week is going to be a bit busy, but I’m hoping to have some more draft to post this coming Sunday/Mondayish.

Hello, humans and what-have-you. Long time no see. I’m sorry for being AFK for such a long time and for not updating. Here’s how things stand: I am planning on still RPing. I am hoping to starting making updates soon. The situation is complicated by a couple things. First, there have been some changes to my schedule (and may be some more ahead) that have been a little challenging because they effect my writing time. Second, just looking at all the drafts and threads kind of sends my anxiety through the roof and paralyzes me a bit, so I’m having trouble tackling things.

So I’m going to be taking things pretty slowly. If you (understandably) want to drop our thread(s), please let me know. If you definitely do NOT want to drop our thread, letting me know that would be cool, too. If we had multiple threads going with the same muses, I might need to drop down to one or two, but it will sort of depend.

I don’t know exactly when I’ll start posting replies. I have a tendency to get sucked into unhealthy internet-related behaviors and in trying to combat that I often swing fully to the never-go-online-at-all end of things. :-/

I am deeply thankful for the awesome RP partners who have been so patient and understanding and still want to write with me despite my being an anxious hermit.

Send me any of these emojis!

* “We’re practicing cheering charms for Flitwick’s class on each other and now we’re both giggling messes and wow your eyes are pretty” AU

* “I’m a pureblood and you’re a muggleborn and we have astronomy together and you always come up in a onesie and some kind of blanket-robe and where do I get a Snuggie I need it” AU

* “Your potion blew up in your face and the teacher put me in charge of taking you to the hospital wing but I can’t stop laughing at the fact that you don’t have eyebrows anymore” AU

* “We both got detention and we’re in the forbidden forest and would you stop laughing at me for getting scared of a rabbit and what the hell did you hear that” AU

* “You’re the cute chaser and your house played mine today and now my house is mad at me because I kept cheering for the wrong team” AU

* “You and I are bitter rivals and we’re always trying to out-do each other but I just saw you being absolutely adorable with one of those weird fluffy things from Care of Magical Creatures and what do I do with these feelings” AU

* “You’re the hot prefect and I keep getting in trouble to spend time with you and you’re beginning to suspect something” AU

* “You noticed I keep sneaking off sometimes so you followed me and turns out I’m not human whoops don’t freak out” AU

* “You got into a duel with someone and they threw a curse and I jumped in front of it to protect you and now we’re both in the hospital wing because you beat up the other person” AU

* “You’re my date to the Yule Ball and originally we were just going as friends but holy shit you dress up nice” AU

* “Someone snuck in a bottle of fire whiskey and we’re playing never have I ever/truth or dare with friends in the common room and WHAT ARE YOU DOING HOW DRUNK ARE YOU” AU

* “I signed up to tutor you but we keep getting distracted and now everyone knows because our grades are both going down” AU

* “I swear to Merlin if you do that spell wrong one more time I will TAKE YOUR WAND” AU

* “Hogsmeade weekend and you dared me to go into the shrieking shack and surprise there’s an actual ghost in there” AU

* “Caught outside the grounds after curfew and have to get back in somehow” AU

* “Your owl and my owl are having kids together and we’re stuck helping out” AU

* “You found out about my secret stash of pencils and pens and now you won’t stop stealing them write your own damn essays” AU

* “You’re a pureblood and I’m a muggleborn and you don’t understand any of my pop culture references” AU

* “I keep applying science to magic and you’re weirded out by it so we start a science club” AU

Zeke’s chapped lips break into a grin. All nuts. Though, I don’t mind eating pecan spinwheels.

He pulls his legs up, sitting in an almost birdlike position on the chair.

And yeah. I guess I did.

It means I like your writing

It means I like your muse

It means I would like to write with you

It means I like the potential between our muses

It means I would like to talk to you

It means you can at any point IM me

It means you can at any point interact with me