norgay

I’ll tell you to take care of yourself when I can’t even force myself to eat or get any rest I’ll tell you that life is so important yet I’ll constantly contemplate it  I’ll tell you to be open about your emotions when I keep all mine bottled up inside I’ll tell you to love yourself even though I’m full of self hate and regret  I’ll tell you that the bad days can be overcome when it’s been 6 years and I still can’t get over them You see I tell you all these lessons yet I can never seem to take my own advice. I’ll tell you to put yourself first but yet somehow when it comes down to who to take care of, you always seem to come ahead. I wish I could care for myself, the way I care about you. I’m sorry that I’m such a liar and that all the things I say to you I don’t believe are true. I’m sorry that I can’t take care of myself but insist I can take care of you.

Senior Year of High School:

If it comes in her size how the fuck is she too big for it.?

Experiment:

Trans girl in danger of moving in with abusive transphobe