~i.s

It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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two years,

and this corner of the internet

has held my voice,

my breaking, my becoming

and everyone else's

here, I’ve learned

that even in shadows,

words can bloom.

and oh

I love, love, love

everyone’s pieces of hearts. 💕

i don’t want just your body;

i want your eyes

when they get soft.

i want the shiver

in your voice

when you whisper my name

against my neck.

i want the way

you say

“you’re mine”

like it’s a promise

and a plea

all at once.

I'd daydream myself to death :)

holding on and letting go;

at some point.

I know it’s pretty rough right now and nothing is going as planned but guess what; a lot, trust me a lot will change if you just hold on a bit longer, stay strong for a little while. I know it hurts and your hands are heavy and all you want to do is just put it all down so you can be free from all the pains but with no result? I can’t even bear the thought of that for you because of so much faith that I have in you. You can do this I know you can and I hope you have as much believe in yourself as I have in you. Never let anyone change how you feel about yourself and always keep in mind that no matter what happens, you’ll always and forever keep loving the beautiful mess that you are because with self love and self believe, there’s no obstacle you won’t overcome. ALWAYS KNOW THIS

for it was all I could do, to not wish anything other than death.

You’re made of love.

Full of love.

Always remember that.

how you rise

from each fall,

how you keep

dancing amidst

the chaos.

hurt deeper;

than a sword stabbed

through my chest,

than a sharp edged knife

slashed at my throat.

You’re just another stranger,

Who I once knew.

The flower died and so did her love.