Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?

the way he kisses and holds you feels so familiar, yet so different. he moves his lips slowly, his hands delicately holding your cheeks, just as delicate as when he hugs you each time you see each other. you grip his broad shoulders as you feel lalo’s tongue tease your mouth open, sighing softly as you let his tongue move over your lips. you move one of your hands towards his chest, gently caressing his collarbone with your fingers, feeling kind of relieved that you could finally touch this area of his chest, which you always found very attractive. his lips feel so soft against yours, but this moment is cut off by lalo pulling away once he feels you lean forward, chuckling as he notices your confused facial expression. you keep your hands on his chest, your eyes locked into his soft gaze while you see him start to get closer to you, feeling tempted to make a move. you gather enough confidence to close the distance between you two, meeting his lips once again as you kiss him passionately and continue passing your hands all throughout his chest area and broad shoulders.