Justin's Fun Box

For a abnormal species?

Artist's note: Well I decided to get back to posting on here after years of not being courageous enough to handle pressures of modern society seeming like its in throughs of crazy sauce. But I felt this poem was right to post and like people need to let their feelings out in the world no matter if those words mean nothing to it. So long as that word feels like your own. Sorry if I haven't posted long and to anyone lately. Just hope my progress towards handling that stress gets resolved somehow still.

On a sort of return with poetry lately, so here is a big one. I Said in a post long ago I wouldn't go negative but I had to let this out wither people love it or hate it. Hear it well. It's slighlty politically charged too but again, don't care, just know it had to come out some how. .3. The title is "Modern Soulless"

The perfect baby does exist. She is my chihuahua mix named Lily. We have had her for 8 years and she is still the best baby in the world. No joke my kids if I ever have any will have to compete with her. XD https://www.instagram.com/p/B2KdMWsgnoK/?igshid=cm2ckuyw7ok9

I am going to be honest with whoever reads this. I have no hope in my soul for this world anymore or my own talents and skills mattering. Even as my poetry is decent I don't feel it's worth sharing when better people are on here. I have no idea what I want to do in the future with my life, and worse, and this is the worse part.... I don't think people like me will have a future in anything if the world is shit show it is now a days. Haters who don't like political talk will zone this out but I truly believe the moment we give businesses the power of dictatorships we have ruined our country, and the world. No one has any say unless your rich, unless you kiss ass, or unless your willing to do same shady shit to get whatever you want in the world, and the methods that are the opposite of that don't even work because the prior is encouraged over doing actual, you know, good to actual people regardless of who they are. I'll be honest, if I would write poems on here again it would be just me droning on how the world is terrible and those in charge to fix it are the problem. So until I am likely done being rambling mess, until I know it's safe to even speak my mind in a space where both Maga idiots will wish me dead and even sometimes SJW's who distort the good intentions that would have made this country less shit will be against me if I am not PC-ish in my vocabulary: I will be as my name says, a hermit. Away from this world but always watching it. Just I know I can't do or say shit about it.

#poetry #revivedinterest #somber Been working on soem poetry after long ago when I used to do it often. It's hard going back to craft you used ot do wonderful with and only left because you felt like got too busy to care about it. Or for others to support you in thst effort. But that's just me being a somber douche. XD https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq3jj_WFgEh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dkkclovbfb9h

On hiatus still though in the interest of improving my poetry and art i been taking up a practice of sigil writing, where i take words or phrases, code them in a cipher and make art out of them. Might post some poetry on here again and only hope i am recovering my vigor after the spiral of depression i have been going against stops entirely. This one i made out of words “visualize love”. I used the Elementarium cipher on Tumblr. If any sigil writing experts are here please give me tips and pointers so i can use this magick art to the fullest. I only hope i am doing good with work i have done thus far on my spare time.

I doubt many people are reading this, but to those who saw my soul here on Tumblr once, I’ve been on a rumbling journey through life and won’t be posting for a while, maybe exploring other posts, but otherwise, been too busy with pains that keep me from focusing on what i like to do most of the time and probably won’t be posting much poetry, thoughts, or feelings like i used to. That said, hope everyone is doing fine and that I can get back to expressing my thoughts and learning new ideas here on this site again sometimes, and hope to be friends with whoever comes over here every now and again.  - Justin Racine

Yes. I support Wretched Tooth. I just love chameleons, that’s all. #Wretched ToothIsTheOne #IStandWithWretchedTooth !!!!

Comment: To those who remember me, hello, it’s been a good while, a lot of depression and slumps to be made fought off against for me, but I’m good now. And I hope to do more poetry and editing out my work out on here again. Hope you keep on reading, and for new readers have fun.

Vibrant waters, Dancing electricity.

Comment: Been too long since I’ve had time, or at least good feelings to not only do poetry (well more to do with horrible net till moving here to long island)., At the very least i hope this isn’t only a sign that I’m doing more good, but means I’m learning how to get better. Enjoy, and if anyone remembers me, feel free to say hello. :)

Comments: Didn’t think I’d be doing more poetry, but looks can be decieving and surprising. To anyone still looking, hope you didn’t forget, and to new readers, do try giving the past works I did a look too. :)

One of my favorite bands I tend to listen to. Not much of a music buff but when I do listen I usually gravitate towards music which is funny to listen to (NSP, Starbomb, Psychostik, Etc.) or how I feel majority of the time, which this song not only represents exceptionally, but needless to say the singer/song-writer J Macis strikes as a kindred soul sometimes. Don’t know if I will meet the guy, but if we do somwhow I hope not to cause discomfort like some nuts out there. :) For specific lyrics, here is a good link that covers it: http://genius.com/1194945