I’m actually going to throw up

It really sucks so bad like actually so fucking bad when you know the person you’re with isn’t The One but shes so kind to you and so thoughtful and wonderful and perfect in every way. But you still Know she isn’t the one. I want her to be so badly I want to be with her I didn’t want to break up but I had to like I literally had to. I wasn’t for her and she wasn’t for me. But I wanted it to work so fucking bad. I’m sitting in my room. Wearing a shirt she gave me. Crying

Literally why did I do that oh my god

I’m freaking out

I sent my gf “the text” and I think we’re gonna break up for real I’m freaking out I’m going to throw up

Drove pet a dead skunk in the road this morning and it was so so so so so bad - worse smelling than usual - so bad it made me gag and tear up. Anyway I feel like the smell is stuck to my clothes now I keep smelling it I want to vomit

Ur so art deco… out on the floor…. Shining like gun metal…. Cold and unsure ….

I live in the country and I love to torture myself by watching a lot of zombie media and pretending that I’m a lone survivor and they’re closing in on me from the darkness around me. Works with aliens too

Genuinely I need help to not start arguing with people in Instagram comments lol