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She, she, she, it is she… It is often she. And in the old songs and in the long nights, she holds him in the softness of her arms, in her arms that are open, in her arms that are wide, that are open, that are always, that must always be open. And in the old ways and in the old laws, this was arranged. All this was arranged. And who arranged it? Did Amel? And that is what it means to be loved. It is Amel. It is always Amel. It is often she… Into the land where the dead are kept, where the dead are worshipped. And why the days without number? And what am I for? What is this for? And what should Amel do with it if not to answer? And why are they throwing stones? And why is she curled on the ground? And why is it wound… And in my eyes is desire, and why is it desire? And why does he tell her what God has said? And why Amel in their mouths? And why must my voice be smooth? And why must I sing so low? And why is she kept? Why must she be kept? And why in this place must she be kept? And what does it mean if you are not asked? And what does it mean if you are not answered? And what is it to see and to know, but to be told… You have not seen. You have not known. And why is her tongue cut out? And why is her death prolonged? And when will it stop? And who will stop it? And why must they, must we, must I, must he, must they, as the millennia, unfold? Why the girl curled? Why her eyes lowered? Why on the side of the road? Why limp in the straw? I am the girl! I am the god! I am the voice! I am the song! I am the night! And I can answer! I can arrange it! I can say rise, and I can say speak! And I am her! And I am she! And I, I, I, I am the answer!
The simple joy of her hand in mine.
DELAINEY HAYLES The Vampire Lestat: After Dark | TORONTO

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SHEILA ATIM as AKASHA INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | Season 3, Episode 5
Honestly that Niall/Mona dynamic goes CRAZY for me. People were like "omg he is such a villain and dick to her" and they're not wrong but she is also a legitimately shitty person AND imperfect victim x2 and I adore her for that.
(Like, it must be addressed that girl had a fully willing and active role in molesting Niall with Ruben back in ep1, but at the end of the day they were all kids and not one of them conceptualized it that way and that's kinda On Society more than anything. Can't stay mad at her for it! It's not like that's why he hates her! A truth captured horribly well in this series is sometimes trauma happens without the traumatizer even really knowing what they did.)
Idk, I love their weird sisterwife shit! Love her calling Ruben "our boy" to him and whatever nonverbalized Thing was going on there. Love the shared understanding and semi-sincere pity that curdles so *instantly* into blame and resentment. Love that they arguably have the Worst Sex in a show that is chock full of really bad sex and then look at each other like a shot out of a horror movie. Love that the circumstances actively mirror Alby in the trashed apartment in ep2 'cause time is a flat circle.
Love that he shows up at her house like "that meant nothing we're gonna put this behind us" and she's like "you're right we should put this behind us 👍" and he immediately gets pissy that she's agreeing with him and not stressed out about it. Love when he makes the insane leap of trying to shame her like "omg but you slept with his brother" and she has to go YOU ARE THE BROTHER, wtf are you judging me about?!?
Love that "it's not gay sex if you don't fall in love" and "it's not cheating if your novel is just really really good" are two ideas that have coexisted in Niall Kennedy's brain. Love that him being gay and smol and crying every 10 minutes does not stop their whole relationship from being nice-guy™ misogyny poisoned.
Love when he tells her to stop drinking and take care of her kid while he's on cocaine and not taking care of his kid! Love how she talks about Baird needing a Masculine Figure in his life even if (or because) it's the guy who keeps putting people in comas and Niall is halfheartedly like well what about me and she's like what ABOUT you lmao. Love that they got into a loud ass argument about their bastard child AT A FUNERAL with their faces 3 inches from each other and it was the least heterosexual thing to ever happen.
Love that somewhere in both of their lizard brains, they keep circling around and back to a single, mutual, implicit threat that is at its core: Do you know how fast I could get Ruben to kill you. 🙃
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i have a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will say that fandom moving from semi-private blogs and communities to extremely public and algorithm-driven social media was a huge mistake that has changed fandom culture for the worse
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Bright Star (2009) dir. Jane Campion
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tbh i love hear me outs but i also love the opposite of hear me outs where it’s like nearly everyone thinks they’re fuckable except you
count me outs
i've seen a lot of people defend the increase in uncritical antiblackness and racist scripts in tvl/s3 by saying "well lestat and daniel are racist white men, ofc they make racist comments" and it's like, well yeah that's true but they shouldn't be making racist comments with the exact same voice and with seemingly the exact same pov. lestat is a french aristocrat from the late 18th century who grew up in a rural backwater and then moved to paris at the height of the french revolution, during the enlightenment when many modern ideas of "whiteness" were being defined, lived in new orleans during the jim crow regime in the early 20th century and then was significantly isolated from human society until 2022- daniel is an american man (possibly of jewish or armenian heritage since he's played by luke and eric) who grew up middle class in modesto california (a small city that had a significant population increase during the post-wwii baby boom) in the late 20th century and spent most of his adulthood in liberal urban centers around the states. there's little to no overlap in their lived experiences- lestat was in his shack era for the vast majority of daniel's lifetime. they come from radically different cultural contexts and even though they would both have racist views that fit the norms of white supremacist society, they wouldn't have the same racist views or express their racism in the same way.
but the show has both of them speaking in the same irreverent, quippy voice and cycling through the same types of jokes in a way that makes it clear this is what the writers think is funny, that this is a reflection of the writers' (esp rolin's) racism. rolin said the audience was gonna feel the whiplash of the show suddenly being taken over by lestat and feeling like we're in lestat's head, but the tone shift fails bc it specifically doesn't feel like we're in lestat's head or that the kind of narration and dialogue we're immersed in reflects lestat's character in any meaningful way- instead, it feels like rolin has taken the fact that the show is now set mostly in the present day and the general premise of "lestat is chaotic and terminally online" as a free pass to use lestat as a mouthpiece for his own voice and sense of humor. lestat isn't just any random mid-30s rockstar edgelord on tour, he's a specific character with a specific background, and while it's believable that he became terminally online and obsessed with pop culture in the 3 years since he reunited with louis in s2ep8, that doesn't mean all traces of his past and the history that shaped him is gonna vanish from the way he speaks, narrates and views other people.
for a season that's meant to be all about digging into lestat's character and everything that made him who and what he is, the writers seem to have completely disregarded that when shaping lestat's voice this season- and why "oh well aren't they supposed to be racist white guys anyway" isn't an excuse for the racism we're seeing in the scripts. (and honestly even daniel's voice, even though his context is a lot closer to the context the show's writers would have, doesn't always land right- a man who spent most of the 70s/80s in gay bars wouldn't be calling a 6 ft tall beefcake a "twink" and his septuagenarian ass wouldn't have adopted the 2020s derogatory use of the term where people use "twink" as a substitute for "fag" either. he'd just say fag.) if the writers had done more research and had lestat doing archaic 18th-century racism pulls while contrasting that with his misuse of 2020s slang he doesn't fully understand, if daniel was actually speaking like a white guy who survived the aids crisis and cut his teeth as a journalist in late 20th century good-ol-boy newsrooms, i could give the show more grace and say there was some intentionality behind their dialogue- but everything so far just points to the writers themselves thinking "so armand is an abused sub bottom, that's his defining trait" and shoving dialogue about that into every other character's mouth without thinking if that specific person would actually say or think that. there's no reason a 265 yo french former rural aristocrat, a 72-yo usamerican journalist, and a 20-something french-canadian bookseller should be making the same kind of "armand is a beta bottom lawl" comment- but they are doing that in the show, bc the writers think it's funny and expect the audience to laugh along with them.
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2. Convince yourself you like it actually, to survive
3. Seek it out, because you like it
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Claudia/Regina Swan Lake Odette/Odile AU. Is this anything.
i liked the episode 👍🏾