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"Take the crop. Strike the right shoulder. Again. Again."

"Scruff her throat and squeeze until I give the release command."

"Slower, neither of you are allowed to climax."

The scene will progress exactly as I set it out, with each partner slowly growing desensitized to who they're participating with. I want you to slowly forget who this person under you is, as you start to think of yourself as less of a person.

"Bite, harder."

"Slap it. Again. Again. Again."

Not a person any longer, not a partner, but a tool. Maybe a doll I'm pressing to another in a mockery of playing house. Or maybe I've worked you up into the mindset of a feral dog that knows nothing but teeth and claws and has a sick obsession for the whimpers of the prey animal under you.

I want to separate you from the feelings that keep you from hurting it.

Not for long, just a few breathless hours.

Over the weekend Owner helped me throw all of these clothes away… Daddy made me realize over the last few weeks how much this is just not me. I am not a butch, i am not a dyke. i am her babygirl and bimbo, looking like this and acting this way was a lie and a mistake and i need to be better. i am really glad Daddy has shown me what i really am and what makes me happiest.

Why did you choose nullification? How did you know it was the right decision for you? Was it a big adjustment?

Great question; it was a mix of things. I had severe dysphoria from my penis, under no circumstances did i want to keep it. I looked at the available options and discussed it with my Owner who made the final choice in the matter. She decided it was best i went with nullification as She wanted me in permanent chastity. The way the surgery was done it “feels” like having a vagina that has been “sewn up” and i can feel my clit beneath my mound but unable to really touch it.

Brainwashing will make you better

Brainwashing is the best

I think it's fair to say, this is a lot of us.