HentaiBebop

Okay, not only have I come to the conclusion to do better for myself, but I'd like to take this opportunity to do more. This girl I've met often makes me realize just how short and small life can be sometimes. I want nothing more than to make her smile. But how? How can I do this? The same way every man does it, giving it his all.

okay, so due to my previous posts I've had some doubts concerning who I am. Turns out that was the issue all along. I'd forgotten who I was. This tends to happen to people who try to move on, they try to get away from it all and end up getting lost along the way.

For the first time in my life, I feel like I don't know how to love somebody. Usually you can use your best instincts and do whatever you think is right. Whether it's a kiss or turning on a certain song. Regardless of who it is you usually have a good understanding of how to be around them. It's like a click. Boom. You know what to do and how to make them feel better. Doesn't seem to be the case this time. It's weird for me to be around somebody and not be able to read them, regardless of how their book is written. Almost like we're not on the same page. Yet we still want to read each other's book. This is the first time it has ever happened to me before. Not that I necessarily think it's a bad thing, just feels too uncertain.

Do you keep reading? Do you try to decipher the words? Do you try and read ahead?

I don't know. For The First Time in forever it seems like I don't have to think about things that much. But not having a good feeling/understanding on this situation is making me uneasy. But like I said,