hemlock

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i wanna be teased and fondled in front of a group of people. torn between my embarrassment and my horniness, i'm trying to squirm away at first, but i can't resist long. especially because everyone watching degrades me in such encouraging ways. "come on, we can already see how turned on you are!" "don't worry, we already know you're a needy slut." "be a good toy and show off for us!" "you can't resist, can you? you're such a perfect fucktoy." i'd be begging for more so quickly, and who knows how many people want to join in on the fun...

what I mean: "sexual intercourse" is as much a social construct as "romantic courtship," and you discover this very quickly as a queer person if you try to talk to able bodied straight cis people who literally think the only thing that counts as Actual Sex is penis-in-vagina penetration, like they call oral "foreplay" it's so dire. various people have a lot of vested interest in cleanly defining "sex" vs "not sex" for a whole slew of reasons (ex. censorship dodging and enforcing, conferring the social clout of virginity and prowess, finding and closing loopholes about premarital sex, deciding what relationships "count" as serious partnerships, ligating what is general assault vs sexual assault vs Something That's Definitely Probably Fine And Not Sexual At All, Actually, etc.), and it's really not something you can just fall back on as obvious common sense that people are dumb for questioning.

people pleaser sub x dom who actually doesnt allow that bullshit