Needless to say, I owe you

love staring at the ceiling i feel like she gets me

the saddest thing i’ve ever done was beg someone to love me the way I loved them

cannot sleep too busy thinking of scenarios

not trying to be edgy or anything but i genuinely have so much self hatred that sometimes it’s hard to function

Imagine someone so sure of spending the rest of their life with you holy shit

im starting to irritate myself with my poor mental health like damn can a bitch just keep it together for a minute

I want to press my body against your back, drape my arm around your waist, bury my face against your back, plant kisses between your shoulder blades. I want to curl up in your arms, tangle our legs together, be swallowed by your embrace, lay my head on your chest and be lulled to sleep by the steady rhythm of your heart.

not meaning to sound like a total slut but I really want my hair played with