A Random Tuesday

4 months with you. It feels like so much longer than that. These 4 months have been some of the best times I’ve ever had. You are my everything Jason. You are the most amazingly awesome person I’ve ever been so blessed to meet. I love you with everything I have.

-xoxo faith ❤️

I thank god for you everyday baby I love you

I tell her time and time again, you are my world, my love, and my life. When I tell her she is my world it's because she's the only thing that makes the life I live worth living, it's the reason I love the world I live in, because she's in it and she makes rain showers into rainbows and the flowers bloom. She is my love, she is everything I believe love to be, she is patient with me when I am a fool, she is kind to me when I am at my worst, she trusts me without fail, and is never cruel. She is my life, she is the one thing I am willing to spend my life helping, comforting, and protect.

Working on a painting tonight. (Yes this is how I’m spending my 4th of July) (side note I’m turning the trees into mountains because I don’t like the trees)

Feels like I haven’t really talked to Jason much today, we’ve both been pretty busy... I miss him a lot... especially today... it sucks not being able to spend the holiday with him.. I have my good days but today has not been one of them. I suffer from depression and anxiety. Jason is the most helpful and supportive people I know. Today it feels like everything is just hitting me in the face.. idk if it’s just because it’s been a bad day or if I’m just being over dramatic and making a big deal out of everything. I don’t feel at home here anymore, that’s crazy to me because this is where I was born and raised (I’m a true southern bell😂😂) but everything around here just reminds me of how much I miss him. I’m not familiar with this place anymore. I wanna go home

You’re the light in my darkness

The calm in my storm

My happiness on my worst days

You teach me to love my self

I’ve never felt this before

You’re my best friend

My day dream

The answer to all my prayers

I love you Jason Robert laws

Looking back at some of my old paintings, this isn’t my best but I’m pretty proud of it

I miss you more than anything Jason. It’s so strange not spending my off time with you. I’ve been kinda sad today not seeing you (in person anyway😂)

This is gonna be hard, prolly the hardest thing we’ve been through, relationship wise anyway. We will get through this. This is just one obstacle in our path baby. We learn and grow as we go, hehe that rhymes. I can’t stop thinking about you.

I love you 3000