hell's most loyal.

                             interesting      ---      and  yet      ,      the  siren  in  front  of  her  did  make  a  point.          witch  siren      ,      siren      ;      whichever.      it  was  all  the  same  to  her  in  the  end.      head  canted  to  the  side      ,      dark  locks      blending  in      perfectly      with  the  shadows  that  surrounded  the  both  of  them.      hum  escaped  her  throat      ,      lips  pursing  for      a  split  second      as  if  she  was  pondering  the  offer  that  was      practically  handed      to  her.      was  she  in    ?      it  was  a  loaded  question      ,      and  yet      ,      it  also  seemed  extremely  interesting  to  the  demon.      ❛          that  depends      ---      what's  in  it  for      me    ?        ❜      it  would      always      lead  back  to  her  own  well  being.      would  she  survive    ?      would  she  die  at  the  hand  of  whatever  the  hell  was  going  to  happen    ?      ---      sue  her  for  wanting  to  be  sure.      she'd  been  stabbed  in  the  back      far  too  many  times      to  let  it  happen      again.  

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goodbye .

                             WHATEVER  HER  HEART  DESIRED.      SUCH  A  TRICKY  QUESTION.          -----          and  yet  it  tugged  at  her  heartstrings.      there  was  only      one  thing      ruby  wanted.      one  thing      her  heart  truly  desired.      and  it      ached      just  thinking  about  it.      her  daughter.      the  last  time  she  saw  her      ---      really  saw  her      as  herself      ---      was  centuries  ago.      then      when  she  managed  to  get  out  of  hell  for  the  first  time  only  to  see  her  die  herself.      she'd  never  found  her  in  hell      ,      and  while  a  large  part  of  her  was      relieved      about  that  fact      ,      it  was      the  one  thing      that  gave  her  determination  to  get  rid  of  lilith      and      lucifer.      revenge      being  bittersweet.      it  was      why      she  kept  crawling  back  out  of  hell.      ❛          whatever      ,      huh      ---        ❜      a  pause  ensued      ,      teeth  grazing  the  inside  of  her  cheek  in      pure  and  utter  thought.      it  was  tempting.      oh  so  tempting.      ❛          ---      my  daughter.        ❜      voice  was  quiet      for  once.      and  the  knot  in  her  throat  was      intense.      she  could      barely      breath      ;      the  sheer  mention  of  the  word  making  it  almost      impossible.      over  the  course  of  the  years      ---      decades  even      ---      she'd  blocked  out  the  thought      ,      the  pain      ,      but  now  it  came  rushing  back  all  at  once.

                             SHE  HAD.      AFTER  THE  AMOUNT  OF  DECADES  SHE'D  BEEN  ALIVE      ---      AND  DEAD      ---      SHE  HAD.          but  it      still      came  as  a  surprise  when  the  words  filled  the  silent  air.      why      exactly  had  dean  called  her      ---      out  of  the  goddamn  blue      ---      to  check  up  on  lisa  and  ben  again    ?      last  she  knew  he      hated  her      and  wouldn't  mind  it  if  she  was      dead      and  rotting  in  hell.      then  again      ,      she  was  probably  their  best  bet  in  keeping  the  two  alive  compared  to      other      options.      sure      ,      she  wanted  peace      ,      quiet      and      french  fries  with  ketchup      ,      but  if  it  meant  killing  a  few  demons  along  the  way      ---      she      wasn't      going  to  turn  it  down.      ❛          depends  what  you're  referring  to      ,      buddy.      cause  i've  seen      a  whole  lotta  things      ,      but  unless  you're      specific      on  the  subject      ,      i  can't  answer  you.        ❜      lips  pursed      ,      oceanic  hues  shifting  up  to  look  at  the  ceiling  as  if  to  indicate  that      she  wasn't  impressed      ---      and  she  wasn't      ---      before  they  shifted  back  towards  the  other.

                             SUCH  AN  IRONY  COMING  FROM  THE  HUNTER  WHO  ASKED  HER      THAT      QUESTION.          it's  not  like  she      ever      stabbed  someone  who      didn't      deserve  it.      and  besides      ,      most      things      she  stabbed  were      demons.      humans  were      never      on  her  target  list.      if  the  humans  were  still  alive      ---      well      ,      that  wasn't      her      fault.      ❛          let  me  think  about  that      ---          ❜      pause  ensued  after  spoken  words      ,      before  her  nose      scrunched  up      and  brows  furrowed.      she      almost      looked  irritated  at  the  question.      ❛          ---      seeing  as  how      you      have      my      knife      ,      the  only  person  i'd  want  to  stab  is      you.      with  a      fork.      in  the  eye.      other  than  that      ---      just  demons.          ❜      oceanic  hues  shifted  up  at  the  hunter      ,      dagers      practically  shooting  out  of  her  eyes  if  it  were  possible.      she  wanted  her  knife  back.      that  was  a  clear      ,      given      ,      fact  by  the  way  her  attitude  shifted.      ❛          now  let  me      return      that  question      ,      dean-o.      do      you      ever  not  want  to  stab  someone.      besides  me.      we      both      know  how  much  you  just      love      to  stab  me.          ❜

‘  i never gave up on you.  ’ ‘  i called you every night.  ’ ‘  what the hell is this? where have you been?  ’ ‘  let’s talk. alone.  ’ ‘  so i should be thanking you then?  ’ ‘  no, nothing about this is okay! nothing about this is okay!  ’ ‘  you stupid, disgusting, lying piece of shit!  ’ ‘  oh, you like these pearls?  ’ ‘  you’re a real lifesaver, you know that?  ’ ‘  how is this important right now?  ’ ‘  it’s not important. i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  you should go with him.  ’ ‘  no one’s leaving anyone.  ’ ‘  i may be a pretty shitty boyfriend, but turns out i’m actually a pretty damn good babysitter.  ’ ‘  turns out i’m a pretty damn good babysitter.  ’ ‘  just be careful, alright?  ’ ‘  i can’t lose you again.  ’ ‘  you won’t lose me.  ’ ‘  you promise?  ’ ‘  promise.  ’ ‘  so what, we’re just not gonna talk about it, huh?  ’ ‘  i’m just curious, you know, why all the sudden you look like some kind of mtv punk.  ’ ‘  i’m not mad, i just wanna know where you’ve been. that’s all.  ’ ‘  i… i shouldn’t have left.  ’ ‘  no, this isn’t on you. i should’ve been there.  ’ ‘  sometimes i feel like i’m just some kind of black hole or something.  ’ ‘  the blackhole got her. and somehow, i’ve just been scared, you know? i’ve just been scared that it’d take you too.  ’ ‘  i’m so sorry. for everything.  ’ ‘  i can be so… so… stupid. just really stupid.  ’ ‘  i don’t hate it, by the way.  ’ ‘  bitchin’.  ’ ‘  okay… sure. bitchin’.  ’ ‘  is this really necessary?  ’ ‘  this is a ground-breaking scientific discovery. we can’t just bury it like some common mammal, okay? it’s not a dog.  ’ ‘  okay, first of all, this is not some stupid sports game. and second, we’re not even in the game. we’re on the bench.   ’ ‘  right– so my point is… right, yeah.  ’ ‘  we’re on the bench so, uh, there’s nothing we can do.  ’ ‘  yeah, and then we all die!  ’ ‘  no, that’s not a point of view, man. that’s a fact.  ’ ‘  oh yeah? that’s a no.  ’ ‘  hey! hey! hey! this is not happening.  ’ ‘  no, no, no, no, no. no buts.  ’ ‘  i promised i’d keep you shitheads safe and that’s exactly what i plan on doing.  ’ ‘  we’re staying here. on the bench. and we’re waiting for the starting team to do their job.  ’ ‘  i said does everybody understand that? i need a yes.  ’ ‘  he can’t know i’m here. he’ll kill me. he’ll kill us.  ’ ‘  am i dreaming or is that you?  ’ ‘  yeah, it’s me. don’t cream your pants.  ’ ‘  what are you doing here, amigo?  ’ ‘  doesn’t ring a bell. sorry, buddy.  ’ ‘  you know, i don’t know, this whole situation here is giving me the heebie-jeebies.  ’ ‘  man, were you dropped too much as a child or what?  ’ ‘  i don’t know what you don’t understand about what i just said.  ’ ‘  looks like you got some fire in you after all!  ’ ‘  yes, kick his ass! murder that son of a bitch!  ’ ‘  you little shit, what did you do?  ’ ‘  are you sure this is a good idea?  ’ ‘  let’s kill this son of a bitch.  ’ ‘  it’s okay, you put up a good fight. he kicked your ass, but you put up a good fight.  ’ ‘  they were gonna leave you behind, but i promised you’d be cool, okay?  ’ ‘  everybody shut up! i’m trying to focus!  ’ ‘  what’s happening? it hurts!  ’ ‘  let me go!  ’ ‘  oh, no… you guys.   ’ ‘  hey, where do you think you’re going.  ’ ‘  what are you, deaf? hello!  ’ ‘  we are not going down there right now, i made myself clear!  ’ ‘  this ends right now!  ’ ‘  you’re upset, i get it.  ’ ‘  the bottom line is, a party member requires assistance and it is our duty to provide that assistance.  ’ ‘  i know you promised them that you’d keep us safe, so keep us safe.  ’ ‘  whoa, whoa, whoa. hey, hey, hey, hey! i don’t think so.  ’ ‘  any of you shits die down here, i’m getting the blame.  ’ ‘  got it, dipshit?  ’ ‘  from here on out, i’m leading the way.  ’ ‘  those suckers got you pretty good, huh?  ’ ‘  it’s not working. it’s not working! are you listening to me?  ’ ‘  you’re killing him!  ’ ‘  you remember me?  ’ ‘  that was a pretty douchey thing to do.  ’ ‘  you did good. you did so good.  ’ ‘  sometimes i impress even myself.  ’ ‘  what’s so important about one night?  ’ ‘  do you always have to be filming everything?  ’ ‘  you look so handsome!  ’ ‘  we should, you know, get out there… like, do our thing.  ’ ‘  yeah, i love it, but not as much as i love you.  ’ ‘  get out of my room!  ’ ‘  see? pretty.  ’ ‘  you don’t care.  ’ ‘  i don’t care.  ’ ‘  there you go. you’re learning, my friend.  ’ ‘  hey, come on. you look great, okay? you look great!  ’ ‘  you’re gonna go in there, look like a million bucks, and you’re gonna slay ‘em dead.  ’ ‘  yeah, uh… don’t do that, okay?  ’ ‘  holy shit! what happened to you?  ’ ‘  are you trying to ask me to dance, stalker?  ’ ‘  wanna dance?  ’ ‘  you’re my favorite.  ’ ‘  you’ve always been my favorite.  ’ ‘  girls this age are dumb.  ’ ‘  how are you holding up?  ’ ‘  yeah, that feeling never goes away.  ’ ‘  it is true what they say, you know. every day it does get a little easier.  ’