Alright, I've decided I should probably get my shit together around here, so have a pinned post, lol
hello! I'm Hyde. I write about whoever and whatever strikes my fancy at the moment, and you can find me over on A03 as... drumroll please... MadameHyde
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have now made the rest of the discord cry about this little boy who had multi-coloured ducks sewn onto a tunic that he loved so much he wore it to a Very Important Event because he was EIGHT and have you SEEN my DUCKS
sorry no iโm not done iโm gonna make you all cry some more iโm bringing you down with me
there was once a little boy.
he is born disabled. his body hurts, and he canโt walk properly the way the other children do. he doesnโt understand why. heโs a little boy. but he plays with wooden boats and pulls toys on a string.
somebody makes him a tunic. they sew ducks onto it in red and green and yellow and blue. the bright colours of a child.
the little boy is eight years old, and heโs going to be king now. thereโs a big ceremony about it. he doesnโt really fully understand whatโs going on, because heโs eight, but he wears the tunic with the brightly coloured ducks for the occasion because he loves it. look at his ducks! arenโt they great?
he is a child. the adults around him manipulate and coax him to gain more power for themselves. he still plays with toys.
as a teenager, not yet an adult, he fathers children. they do not survive. heโs not even old enough to have full agency in his job and is still being manipulated, but he had babies and they died.
he does not make it to his twenties. at eighteen or nineteen years old he dies, and is buried. his babies, so tiny, are buried with him.
and so is his tunic with the little ducks that he loved so much he kept it long after it no longer fit.
yeah i think that like. especially with historical figures in your mind people who were kings and queens or important nobles were adults. even if you know how old they were it doesnโt really click. it doesnโt seem real
but then you get something like a little tunic with brightly coloured ducks on it and it hits you like a fucking truck that this really was a little kid and no matter how far removed you are a little kid is still a little kid. their brains didnโt develop any quicker back then. he was just as developed/mature mentally as any 8 year old now. he had cartoonish animals on his clothes and he played with toy boats and probably terrorised the local cat population.
tutankhamun was a child and he didnโt make it to adulthood because he was unfortunate enough to be a very important child
his dad died when he was 8. he saw his own babies die when he was still just a boy himself.
but he had brightly coloured little ducks on his favourite shirt, and he kept it.
tutankhamun had a little pair of sandals with ducks on them. he had earrings decorated with ducks. he kept those, and other items of childhood clothing. some toys. keepsakes. things he loved, and treasured. he kept them all in a little wooden chest. the chestโฆ was carved with ducks.
and that little duck chest, filled with things he kept from his childhood, was buried with him. maybe he was keeping them for the little babies who did not make it. maybe they just reminded him of good days and fun times.
but he was a little boy who thought ducks were just the best
Ok but this is how to teach history. This is how you get people to pay attention, to care. Find something small and make it personal, then zoom out to the wider context. History is best taught as a story, with people who lived their lives in ways that came together to create something remarkable that we still talk about today, but who were still just human at the end of the day. They kissed, argued, cried, and dreamed just like we do. And sometimes they really liked ducks.
I want to point out that there are at least two obvious duck heads on the sandals (circled in red) but!
The patterns between them, to either side of what looks like lilypad/lotus flower petals, could very well be โducks as seen from above.โ There is a beak on the lower edge, a clear โheadโ shape above/behind it, darker ovals that look like folded wings, and a body/tail. I didnโt see the red circled ducks first, I saw the โswimming on a pondโ ducks amongst the lotus flowers.
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That does make sense...although the horses are right to be scared that's fucking sketchy! Why is someone trying get them to go through a revolving door!? The door itself isn't the issue but the weirdness of the situation!
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Jago โI am the son of a sunless world, and VIII to my core. Of course Iโm lyingโ Sevatarion and Sigismund โfind the truth and you will need nothing elseโ in the imperial fist temple of oaths ๐๐
yknow. The place you can only go if youโre an imperial fist making or renewing an oath ๐๐
and that theyโll kill anyone else for entering without the express permission of their primarch ๐๐๐๐
yes THAT temple of oaths. That Sigismund is a Templar *of* and sworn to protect and defend ๐๐ had to do the 100 man trial fight for the privilege (including a dreadnought) ๐๐๐ and is on the freakin Phalanx
I just.
siggy would be SO somber and SO serious. And Sev would treat teasing him like the game itโs always been. But youโre both still there, still making that oath, *arenโt you, boys?*
bringing this one back because I'm ๐ค๐ค๐ค thiiiiiis close to finishing my manuscript, so of course sevatar decides this is the perfect time to rattle around my brain ๐
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i like sewing because you get to think about something really really hard and then you get an object. i imagine authors feel this way over a longer timespan
I need you young people to know it was almost never this hot when I was a child. Millennials and Gen Xers are all nostalgic and excited about summer because it was about ten to twenty degrees cooler to experience it back then!
I cannot express to you how FAST it has gone. I grew up in a world that does not exist now.
We're starting on the path to reverse it, globally. You might not know how much solar has EXPLODED in the last decade or two. It's gone from a side thing, a weirdo novelty that was just Not Viable... to whole countries investing in infrastructure.
but we have to keep fighting big oil and fascism everywhere we can in order to keep on this road to a new better less scorching burning earth.
But any time you wonder wtf the weather is doing- THIS IS NOT NORMAL, NO. THIS IS NOT WHAT IT WAS EVEN TWENTY YEARS AGO.
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