Alright, I've decided I should probably get my shit together around here, so have a pinned post, lol
hello! I'm Hyde. I write about whoever and whatever strikes my fancy at the moment, and you can find me over on A03 as... drumroll please... MadameHyde
Yes I am the Hold Me Like a Grudge, Valas Morovai, Hard Rock Heroes, Love Is(n't), and Honor Among Thieves girl 🤙🤙
I've been at this fandom thing a long time lol (please don't ask me about anything written before about 2021, I do not see her 😵💫🙈)
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yes this is a blog that ships astartes x astartes. I do my best to tag it as such.
no I do not care that it's not possible in canon. if I wanted to argue about canon, I would go to reddit
tbh this goes for most of my fandoms.
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Current obsessions: Warhammer 40k (certified chaos girlie [tm]), specifically Night Lords & World Eaters (with a few other random characters thrown, like Mortarion, the average Emperor's Children, and Sigismund <3); DnD; fantasy books; coffee
Sleeper Agent Obsessions (never truly forgotten, always lying in wait): Old School Bioware games, Attack on Titan, Bloodborne, pokemon, Fire Emblem, Elder Scrolls, Hollow Knight, the Hades Games, Stardew Valley, animal crossing,
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“I was on a strict diet during Episode VIII, and she was like, ‘Kid, get into that fridge and take some chocolate bars. I have many there.’ And I did,” he recalls. “I failed my diet because Carrie Fisher told me to. And it [felt] great.”
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adding every product whose ad takes me to safari or appstore the second my finger lightly touches it by accident to my list of “things to never purchase” ❤️
have now made the rest of the discord cry about this little boy who had multi-coloured ducks sewn onto a tunic that he loved so much he wore it to a Very Important Event because he was EIGHT and have you SEEN my DUCKS
sorry no i’m not done i’m gonna make you all cry some more i’m bringing you down with me
there was once a little boy.
he is born disabled. his body hurts, and he can’t walk properly the way the other children do. he doesn’t understand why. he’s a little boy. but he plays with wooden boats and pulls toys on a string.
somebody makes him a tunic. they sew ducks onto it in red and green and yellow and blue. the bright colours of a child.
the little boy is eight years old, and he’s going to be king now. there’s a big ceremony about it. he doesn’t really fully understand what’s going on, because he’s eight, but he wears the tunic with the brightly coloured ducks for the occasion because he loves it. look at his ducks! aren’t they great?
he is a child. the adults around him manipulate and coax him to gain more power for themselves. he still plays with toys.
as a teenager, not yet an adult, he fathers children. they do not survive. he’s not even old enough to have full agency in his job and is still being manipulated, but he had babies and they died.
he does not make it to his twenties. at eighteen or nineteen years old he dies, and is buried. his babies, so tiny, are buried with him.
and so is his tunic with the little ducks that he loved so much he kept it long after it no longer fit.
yeah i think that like. especially with historical figures in your mind people who were kings and queens or important nobles were adults. even if you know how old they were it doesn’t really click. it doesn’t seem real
but then you get something like a little tunic with brightly coloured ducks on it and it hits you like a fucking truck that this really was a little kid and no matter how far removed you are a little kid is still a little kid. their brains didn’t develop any quicker back then. he was just as developed/mature mentally as any 8 year old now. he had cartoonish animals on his clothes and he played with toy boats and probably terrorised the local cat population.
tutankhamun was a child and he didn’t make it to adulthood because he was unfortunate enough to be a very important child
his dad died when he was 8. he saw his own babies die when he was still just a boy himself.
but he had brightly coloured little ducks on his favourite shirt, and he kept it.
tutankhamun had a little pair of sandals with ducks on them. he had earrings decorated with ducks. he kept those, and other items of childhood clothing. some toys. keepsakes. things he loved, and treasured. he kept them all in a little wooden chest. the chest… was carved with ducks.
and that little duck chest, filled with things he kept from his childhood, was buried with him. maybe he was keeping them for the little babies who did not make it. maybe they just reminded him of good days and fun times.
but he was a little boy who thought ducks were just the best
Ok but this is how to teach history. This is how you get people to pay attention, to care. Find something small and make it personal, then zoom out to the wider context. History is best taught as a story, with people who lived their lives in ways that came together to create something remarkable that we still talk about today, but who were still just human at the end of the day. They kissed, argued, cried, and dreamed just like we do. And sometimes they really liked ducks.
I want to point out that there are at least two obvious duck heads on the sandals (circled in red) but!
The patterns between them, to either side of what looks like lilypad/lotus flower petals, could very well be “ducks as seen from above.” There is a beak on the lower edge, a clear “head” shape above/behind it, darker ovals that look like folded wings, and a body/tail. I didn’t see the red circled ducks first, I saw the “swimming on a pond” ducks amongst the lotus flowers.
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That does make sense...although the horses are right to be scared that's fucking sketchy! Why is someone trying get them to go through a revolving door!? The door itself isn't the issue but the weirdness of the situation!
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Jago “I am the son of a sunless world, and VIII to my core. Of course I’m lying” Sevatarion and Sigismund “find the truth and you will need nothing else” in the imperial fist temple of oaths 👀👀
yknow. The place you can only go if you’re an imperial fist making or renewing an oath 👀👀
and that they’ll kill anyone else for entering without the express permission of their primarch 👀👀👀👀
yes THAT temple of oaths. That Sigismund is a Templar *of* and sworn to protect and defend 👀👀 had to do the 100 man trial fight for the privilege (including a dreadnought) 👀👀👀 and is on the freakin Phalanx
I just.
siggy would be SO somber and SO serious. And Sev would treat teasing him like the game it’s always been. But you’re both still there, still making that oath, *aren’t you, boys?*
bringing this one back because I'm 🤏🤏🤏 thiiiiiis close to finishing my manuscript, so of course sevatar decides this is the perfect time to rattle around my brain 🙃