Noah

- revenge

- to shock the shit out of ppl

- to be scary and unapproachable

- to traumatise my mother <3 the bitch deserves it

- to be more androgynous and confuse cis ppl <3

- for that clean feeling that comes from having an empty stomach

- to make my family worried and refuse their help so they feel bad for not giving a fuck earlier <3

- to be nothing but bones

- more aesthetic bruises <3

- get drunk faster (don't do alcohol guys)

- to dress like a homeless person and still look cool

- to meet that one "friend" i haven't seen since high school and shock them. also make them envious of my looks

- to be hated and envied by everyone but also get all the attention <3

- pretty/skinny privilege

- dainty and fragile wearing oversized clothes in fall/winter <3 like imagine being curled up in a soft comforter while holding a cup of steaming green tea with your graceful bony hands and feeling small and cozy asgdghsg can't wait

- getting sick easily (love that hurt/comfort)