GO AWAY

Mum and I were at Genki Sushi and she had like 3 plates of assorted sushi and a bowl of edamame. Me: My god you're a friggin bottomless pit right now. Mum: What are you talking about these things are tiny *hold up an edamame bean and squishes it so it pops out* Loo- Edamame Bean: *falls on floor* Mum and I: *looks at bean* Mum: Goddammit

Basically my thought process when I know I'm slipping off the edge of being fine but I'm still trying to hold on and not have my life spiral into more crippling depression

THERE WAS A BIG COCKROACH NEXT TO MY BED AND I GRABBED A SHOE AND KILLED IT BUT WHEN I LIFTED UP THE SHOE IT WAS GONE I’M SCARED

Literally the widest rainbow I've ever seen. My mum pointed it out while we were driving back home from my dentist appointment. Mum: Look! A really big rainbow! Me: Oh wow, that's big. Mum: Yeah! Damn, that's a big rainbow. Me: It's like the deity of rainbows just looked at that particular place in the mountains and was like, "This is the perfect spot..." Mum: Yeah! Me: And then they took a large rainbow dump on the mountain. Mum: *shocked silence* Um, okay? Me: C'mon I'm sure you thought of it at least once. Mum: ... You have a... way with words, don't you? Me: *proudly* Yep.

I had a dream last night where I was best friends with Jenna from @/qwerticorn on IG. She was wearing an orange dress. I don't know what else happened.

I just texted my, well, let's call him my friend, A, that I felt as though we weren't speaking as much and I feel as though something is wrong. He did mention that the day before last that his ex started a rumor that he was dating a person from his school that was on a different track, and he punched a wall. This is upsetting me, because why are exes petty? I'm not insinuating that ALL exes are, just the ones where the relationship ended badly (one of you cheated on the other, you guys were fighting a lot, it was a toxic relationship, abuse, etc). You guys are exes for a reason. Stop bothering the other. That's pretty fucked up. Get out of their life, you spiteful creeper. People who bother their exes are depraved. They probably kill kittens and drink the tears of babies. Just saying. Pisses me off. Stop killing kittens. Oh, and stop bothering your ex, too. Jesus. If you ever loved them once, try to muster enough, well, if not love, then sympathy. Don't be the petty, life-ruining, kitten-killing person that no one likes.

I just spent the past 3 minutes watching a pigeon trying to eat the crispy tail part of a shrimp. What are you doing, little pigeon? Why do you keep trying to eat it even though you only pecked off 1 single piece of tempura shrimp tail in the past 3 minutes? How odd.

Luckily, the man got off two stops before mine so I didn’t feel as awkward. I guess the only thing uncomfortable about taking someone’s seat on the bus after they leave is that it’s warm. It’s like you’re wallowing in their ghost butt warmth.

I feel like it's weird how everyday so far that my mother has dropped me off at QYP, the last traffic light is always red, and stays red until a few minutes later. Every single time. I have yet to live a day where the traffic light is green, and stays green until we pass it. I dunno. Just a thought I had in the car.

oh wow look I drew a thing I think it’s from an anime? I dunno, my friend Kristen asked me to draw it for her. Don’t be fooled, I don’t normally draw this well. Welp. Goodnight.