helena thessa

when i say “girl” randomly as an interjection i’m speaking to the omnipresent all knowing being of Girl. asking her for mercy. taking girl’s name in vain

attaching something to an email is so scary. what if i accidentally put hard-core porn in there. i don't think i have any downloaded but what if i do and i attached it to the email. what then.

if you're not playing mermaids with me then i have to assume you're playing mermaids against me

a summer drink will save you & a summer fruit will save you & a glass of water will kiss you silly

they also looked at this long john silver guy in treasure island who's haunted by his own past and went "Let's create a character whose survival mechanism is to erase his past until he has no history of his own, and then create a past for him that he will never, ever be able to leave behind"

me, mentally flipping through the various daydream universes i’ve crafted up like records in a crate: hmm, which fantasy shall i indulge in tonight?

i know lots of things about black sails were sort of worked out as it went along but it's awesome how much you can see everyone's entire character arcs in like the first few episodes. silver is introduced as a coward and a (literal) backstabber. flint can fight and scheme his way out of anything but collapses when he gets to his gay and bourgeois house. max wants the safety and stability she thinks money can give her but chooses to jeopardize it for love. eleanor is unable to stop fighting even when running is the only thing that could save her. they're so different from the people they are at the end of s4 but so entirely the same

when i ask you how you're doing i always want the long version