lol, I think I want to take like a month off from people. just people. friends, whoever. sometimes it just feels like work for nothing

I hate that I’m stuck living at home with my mother now. there is no space here... a 1 bedroom apartment for 2 people, one bathroom, everything cramped. I can’t get away from her, she can’t get away from me. I wish I didn’t feel this way but I just resent it more and more each day, and her with it. I want to just get back up on my own feet and get the fuck out of here one day sooner rather than later... I’m losing my mind. I can’t deal with someone in my face like this constantly, everything commented on and observed. I’m starting to think some unacceptable things.. it’s not right. I need to out of here