c’est la fucking vie

“I’m impatient.. Besides, you got to sleep with Felix without me. This is supposed to be you making it up to me,” Bodhi whined.

Bodhi stood quickly and began to take off his close as sexily as he could, but his impatience took the best of him, quickly leaving him naked in front of his boyfriend.

Bodhi got down on his knees, looking up at his boyfriend, “Please, Daddy.”

After he was moved back Felix laid down, grabbing a pillow to rest is head on. “So what you’re saying is that we’ve all only been in serious relationships with each other,” Felix pointed out, thinking back on what Bodhi had told him earlier. Maybe it was a little too early on to describe his part in their relationship as serious, but he was serious about it. Felix did appreciate Zander’s return of vulnerability, especially as he was being stripped of his shirt and left more or less completely exposed to the other. Without him even noticing he was doing it he pressed up into the kiss, only realizing after that his body had shifted up towards his boyfriend. “I’m average at best. You’re amazing.”

“I think you already know how bad I want it. I was it so bad, Zander. There’s nothing I want more.”

“Well, are you going to fuck me or continue to pick on me?”

“Please do. Maybe that would make it up to me.”

“I think you are going to have to tell me everything,” Bodhi said, pouting.

A small smile formed on Felix’s lips at Zander’s reassurance. “I can’t actually imagine you being nervous about anything,” he admitted. He kept his focus on Zander as the other stripped him, and when Zander smirked Felix’s own smile widened into something he knew must look a little goofy, but he was so focused on his perfect boyfriend he hardly cared how goofy he looked. Felix took his time appreciating his boyfriend’s shirtless body. “You’re so beautiful, Zander.”

When Zander shifted his hands to pick him up Felix wrapped his arms around the older boy. “I love you, Zander, and I’m sorry for being so nervous.” Though his nerves only seemed to be growing as they got closer to being ready Felix tried to relax. He trusted Zander, and he knew Zander was going to take good care of him. After he was set down Felix took a moment to get comfortable before looking down at Zander. Felix didn’t know how to describe the way seeing his boyfriend between his legs like that made him feel, all he could understand was that it made his whole body start to feel hot. “You can, uh, start now.” 

“It’s your name, that’s what makes it so great. Plus it’s fun to say.” Bodhi teased, smiling at his boyfriend. “I mean… I did say that I was okay with you being his first time.. I just wish I was there or something?”

“But I want to,” Felix mumbled, unsure if he should be asserting himself here. “I know it’s kind of stupid and lame but like.. doing all this stuff for the first time means a lot to me. So I really don’t want my first time ever doing anything sexual ever to be on the floor.”

“I for one think Bartholomew is a great name.. And I can’t believe you. I was at work wasn’t I? Did you fuck our boyfriend while I was at work?”

“Zander Batholomew De Martel you did not.”

“What?”

“Ah.. alright,” Felix was far too distracted by what Zander was doing to him to return his boyfriend’s teasing attitude. Felix returned Zander’s kiss although his kiss back was much more delicate than the hunger Zander put forth. When Zander tugged on his waistband Felix hesitated, but not because he didn’t want to continue. “If we’re gonna.. do stuff.. shouldn’t we go to the bedroom?”