sorry for not replying it's just that my advanced stage of brain decay prevents me from saying what i want to say

never "look inside" yourself btw i just tried it and there was already someone in there looking back it was so awkward

You know for the first 18-ish years of your life everyone your age is mostly doing the same things and then all of a sudden every year for the rest of your life somebody your age is getting divorced while somebody else just learned what a leaf is and you have no idea what’s going on or what you’re supposed to be doing

the author's barely disguised longing to be a real person

Having parents who aren't as bad as they used to be is crazy cause they'll be sitting there doing some normal shit and you're like kubrick staring at them