Tweety girl⁷

taglist ⋮ @wonscapes , @tojiworshipper , @wonderikii , @evansfangz , @lilyhaslowiron , @pix3lkitten , @ryukumi , @taetaewonwon , @whymsikl , @kristynaaah , @yangw0ni3 , @yoanalovesyouuu , @gracesalvatore , @luvv1anime , @fxreverzora , @evaflms , @nikiasaurus , @aineest4r , @scarint , enhaxlhs ꨄ︎

mars’ yap this was lowkey an excuse to yap. I'm not delusional I swear, am I the only one that dreams with idols? I swear I dreamt with Jake and we got married but then he died fr. I also dreamt that someone was jealous of me and Jeno and then I died because of a wormhole or wtv that's called. also dreamt with shinyu from tws and we were talking to my parents (I think he was my boyf) but then my ex wtv showed up?? bitch tf, anyways I've been in love with shinyu ever since thank you.

This is also a random post I had in my drafts bc I haven't finished chapter ten of keep it a secret (or try) please be patienttttt.

mars' yap I just had this calambre (idk how to say it in English) and I genuinely almost died, I quite literally saw my life flash in front of my eyes I’m not joking.

Anyone would be lucky to have him.

"I always forget how fun they make parties sound and then we come to this," you threw your hands on the air, gesturing at the crowd of people that were basically grinding on each other.

Anton snorted, nudging her arm with his. "Pretend you like it for me? The neos value the girls we bring or something like that." He smiled, you side eyed him. "Don't ask me about it, Sohee's the one who wants in."

"Okay, but you owe me ice cream."

"Ice cr—"

You walked into the party, making Anton chase after you with a laugh.

As the two of you entered the crowd of people, you immediately meet with your friend group; Rei, Wonyoung, Liz, Sunoo, and Jungwon. And Riki, who's a freshman.

"Who even let you in?" You asked the boy.

"Your mom."

He rolled his eyes at you before sipping on his drink, causing laughter from the others.

"Hilarious." You kicked the back of his knee, causing him to grab Sunoo for support.

Rei smiled and hugged you, "you look absolutely gorgeous. But I might've matched you up with someone, not intentionally." She whispered on your ear.

You looked down at your outfit before your eyes wandered somewhere else, as if you were looking for someone specific. But right when you were this—fingers almost touching—close to finding that someone, Anton threw his arm around your shoulder, distracting you for whatever it was you were looking for.

"Do you want a drink?" He leaned down to whisper.

You turned to him just enough to meet with his gaze and nodded. He gave you a playful wink and excused himself, leaving you to talk to your friends.

"You guys look so good together!" Sunoo yelped, making you giggle. "IT couple vibes."

Jungwon shook his head, "I don't know about that, I'm team Heeseung and Y/n all the way." He smirked, handing you his own drink. You took a sip from it and winced, feeling the straight up vodka. You threw a disgusted glare which made him snatch the drink back.

"Ew, he's an asshole." Wonyoung rolled her eyes, "not to mention he's obviously with someone else. My girl deserves better."

You stayed quiet as they continued debating who was better for you, your mind getting clouded by the thought of Heeseung.

You weren't sure why he made you feel the way he did. He was your older brother's best friend, hell, he wouldn't take you seriously, would he? You had fun talking to him when you did; he was hilarious, always trying to keep the conversation alive even though it died down because of you, how he'd let you tease him and would stop when you'd tell him to stop.

Was that all just for fun? Did he just go along because he thought it was the right thing to do? Because if he broke your heart he'd have to deal with your brother?

You tried to blink away your thoughts, shaking your head as you smiled at your friends.

"Can we stop talking about me like I'm not here?" You chuckle awkwardly.

"I'm just saying..." Jungwon sent you a cheeky smile.

—

Heeseung was having the worst time of his life. First, Jay and Yunjin were wasted, to the point where they were barely holding on to each other, making their less drunken friend—Heeseung—take care of them since everyone else seemed to vanish.

But that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that he had seen you walk in a little bit over an hour ago with him, and he hadn't made a single move to approach you.

"Can you guys sit the fuck down?" He groaned in annoyance as his friends stumbled over a few cups on the floor.

When they made it to the couch, he pushed both of them down, basically forcing them to hug each other so they wouldn't be able to move. He turned to the brunette next to Jay and sighed in relief.

"Thank God you're here, keep them seated, yeah?" He patted the girl's head without waiting for an answer.

He grabbed the cup from her hand and chugged it in one go before walking away.

He didn't know what he was doing, but he knew he'd blame the alcohol for it—even though this had been his first drink since the party started.

Somehow, his eyes—which had been on you the whole night—lost you the second he looked away, making him groan when he couldn't find you through the crowd of people. His eyes scanned every inch of the room, the lights flashing, blinding his sight as he kept pushing anyone that was on his way.

And then he saw you, outside on the balcony, looking at the stars with Anton.

He didn't mean to pry, he wasn't supposed to be jealous. You guys weren't a thing, but god, he wanted you so bad it made him cry.

He was so deeply focused on you that he didn't even register when Anton walked away from you, patting your shoulder on the way before walking past Heeseung.

For a second, all Heeseung could do was stand there, watching you as you continued to look up the stars with a small pout. The same pout you made when he first had met you:

"I'm Heeseung, Jake's friend."

"Jake has friends?" You said casually, causing Jake to throw a cushion at you, making you fall back into the couch.

Heeseung let out a laugh, covering his mouth when you turned to him and pouted.

But that period of time was different. Right?

"Hey."

You froze when you heard his voice, his very distinguishably voice. You kept looking ahead, trying to ignore him so he'd take it as a sign to leave you alone.

"Can I talk to you for a minute?" He asked with a gentle tone, still keeping his distance from you so you wouldn't feel uncomfortable. "You don't have to say anything, I just..I-I wanted to tell you some things." He kept that quiet tone that almost made you rethink all your choices.

He always sounded sweet, that was what made you think of him in the first place, but why was it sweeter this time?

At this point, you weren't sure why you were even acting mysterious, nonchalant, but you knew you were pretending. You were an understanding person, sure you overthink the little things someone says but you're also quick to understanding them.

Heeseung stood just a meter away from you, mirroring the way your arms were resting on the stool of the balcony. He licked his lips a couple times, as if he were trying to remember his lines, what he was supposed to say.

"That girl...we've been over since we started university. We haven't spoken in years. I didn't even know she came back until...that," he paused, glancing your way to see how you were reacting. "She caught me off guard, and I know it doesn't make it better since I didn't exactly stop it after a second, but I really didn't mean to kiss her back—"

"—I don't get what you're trying to say—"

You tried to cut him off but he turned to your side. "—I know you think I don't owe you an explanation but I feel like I do." He stopped you before you'd continue. You noticed how his lips had turned into a pout, so you looked away, going back to your original position. Heeseung, again, mirrored you and sighed. "What I had with her...it was a few weeks and it didn't work out, okay? So I broke things off, told her she deserved better. Which she did." His ears started getting red, "i don't want to sound rude, but I haven't thought of her at all since then. I-I don't think I ever thought of her like that. I guess I just thought it was easier to be with someone like her.

And I don't mean "easier" as in easy to get, she wanted me from the start, I was...desperate, I guess."

He stopped talking to swallow nervously, and you couldn't help but smile. Why was he so nervous?

"I guess I was discreet with it but, I've had a crush on you—minor crush on you for a while. Maybe when you first started university, around that time. But I never made a move, I was too scared of Jake and you—you guys...are scary." He pointed out, making you slightly chuckle. He smiled when he heard you, but swallowed it quickly, "it wasn't anything serious, at least I don't think. But then spring break happened, and for some reason you and I started talking—and I don't want to say the reason for that was because you saw me..you know—" he glanced you, nodding. "—that. I wanted to believe it was just us taking a step further, maybe becoming friends. I-I started looking for you, asking for you and when I saw you with Anton that day—fuck, it made me feel things that I knew I shouldn't have felt."

Out of nowhere, he started closing the distance between you two, grabbing your hand and taking it in his with a soft grip that if you wanted to let go of, you could.

But you didn't. Of course you didn't.

You let it sit there, waiting for him to continue.

His lips trembled, no words coming out. "I tried to tell myself we were just joking around, that I was just teasing you, you were teasing me. But that's not it, is it?" He asked you, and all you could do was stare at him, your eyes slightly trembling from the breeze going in. "I'm not crazy for wanting you, am I? For getting mad, sad, heartbroken when I see you close with Anton?"

"Heeseung—"

"—I understand if you need time. But please, don't push me away, don't avoid me. If you want me to apologize to you on my knees I will—" before you could even say another words, he got on his knees, grabbing both your hands in his. "—I'll do anything for you. I don't want to be alone tonight, I want to be with you. Only you."

You looked down at him, seeing how his beautiful teared-up doe eyes looked up at you so apologetically it almost made you want to pull him up and kiss—

"Y/n?"

Your lips parted at the sound of your name, quickly reacting as you grabbed Heeseung and pulled him up.

"You don't even owe me an apology, you idiot."

"I do—"

You pulled him close to you by his black shirt, smashing your lips on his so passionately. Heeseung melted under your touch, his hands going up to your cheeks to hold you there as your lips simply... touched.

After a second, you pulled away, forehead touching his. He opened his eyes and looked straight into yours.

"Woah."

You snorted, making him squeeze your cheeks in response, your smile infecting his, reaching his eyes. Without another word, he pulled you close again, this time slower, with no rush on his clock, kissing your lips so beautifully.

"I regret giving you two my blessing."

You both snapped your heads to the entry of the balcony where Jake stood, hand-holding a random girl.

You let go of Heeseung and gesture to the drunken girl next to your brother.

"Ah, this is—" he leaned closer, "—minju?" She shook her head, "ah, Minju?" Again, "Ah! Minjae!" He turned to you and Heeseung with a smirk. "Minji."

"Minjae!"

The girl pushed him off, walking back inside which caused Jake to chase after her.

You turned back to Heeseung, only to see him already looking at you. "If you keep looking at me like that, I'll think you're into me."

"Oh, was I meant to keep it a secret?"

"Well, not anymore."

You both laughed as he locked his lips with yours, moving so synchronized it seemed your lips were meant just for each other.

mars' yap everyone say "Thank you mars for this amazing ending" my feelings got mixed with heeseung’s news as I was writing this UGHHHHH I MISS MY MAN im crying now thanks.

I finished this fic in such a short time and had so much fun with it, I CANT BELIEVE IM DONEEEEEE.

I will post bonus chapters with them as a couple bc I NEED you guys to see them it's going to be awesome hehehe.

Again, thanks for everyone who's been here since the beginning and the end, I appreciate all the support. Let's also keep supporting Heeseung and Enhypen the same way, yeah?

Made this btw

mars' yap AHHH IM SO EXCITED FOR TH ENEXT CHAPTERSSSS hehehe finally yunjin my queen appears....AND did you see the hint for my next social media series??? I want you to guess which member will be the love interest!!!

mars' yap this was a long one.... how are liking this series guys?? I want to see your comments and opinions!!! Do you guys want another series with another member?? You can go request!!! and see my other works <3

mars' yap deleted a chapter and posted this bc I messed up the storyline I wanted...let's pretend nothing happened hehe

"You are?" Rei asks, resting her arms on the pool deck with a teasing smile.

He winks at her, making you turn to Wonyoung with a disgusted frown, to which she laughs, obviously.

"Yeah, but that's until the others get here. Mom notices everything, she'll know if I step into the house with wet feet." He glares at you. "Or if something gets broken."

You roll your eyes at him, "you're looking at me like I was at fault."

"You broke our vase."

"That was literally Jungwon's fault. And he replaced it." You defend your friend, earning a smile from your friends.

"Where is your mom anyways?" Liz asks from the corner across you. "Are your parents out?"

You and your brother nod simultaneously.

"Can you believe they went on vacation without us? Said it was for their anniversary." Jake pouts dramatically.

You shake your head in disbelief, about to open your mouth when you hear the door bell ring, cutting you off. Jake looks at you and smiles, "is it your boyfriend?"

You quickly take your feet out of the pool, grabbing your shorts and putting them on. You walk past your brother and flick his head.

"Not my boyfriend."

He mimics you and goes back to cooking whatever he was cooking.

You dry your feet before sliding the door open, rushing to the entrance. But when you open the door with a gigantic smile on your face, instead of Jungwon standing behind the door, it's Heeseung, who looked fine as hell. Your smile faded away.

You didn't think what you were wearing was revealing; you were wearing a tankini that covered most of your stomach and shorts to cover your actual swim bottom. But you suddenly felt too self-aware of the little clothes you were wearing when you saw Heeseung basically analyzing every inch of your body.

He looked good himself, that you couldn't deny; a simple white shirt, a peachy colored cap that he was wearing backwards, and trousers that were not only matching his cap, but your tankini. When he finally finished analyzing you, he smiles and looks back at you, tilting his head to the side.

"You seem disappointed to see me."

“Not who I was expecting.” You open the door wider for him to be able to walk in with the box of beer he was carrying. He chuckles, the sound of it filling your ears as he walks past you. Instead of going straight to the backyard, he goes to stand behind you, helping you hold the door.

And before you can say something to him, that one friend of your brother’s interrupts:

“Looking good, little Sim!”

Sunghoon eyes you from head to toe and smirks, making you roll your eyes and step back, letting Heeseung hold the door for the others as you ignore them and walk back to the backyard.

Heeseung hits the back of Sunghoon’s neck, earning a grunt from him.

Once you’re settled in the backyard with your girl friends, you grab your phone and quickly text Jungwon.

you: door's unlocked junglost: yes ma'am🫡🫡

You chuckle at his response and throw your phone back to your seat, then turn to your friends. Liz is already taking her cover-up off to go into the pool when you see Wonyoung grinning at you, swimming over to you like a puppy.

"He totally checked you out."

Knowing who she meant, your eyes instantly found Heeseung's, who was already looking your way. He bites his lips and turns back to your brother, who for some reason was about to burn all the food.

You turn back to your friend and chuckle. "Am I immature for thinking about his—you know what—every time I see him?"

"Girl, i see it too and I didn't even see the thing." She giggles, "I don't think it's immature. But, I do think you're still thinking about it because you're into him."

You scoff a laugh, "that doesn't mean I want to see his—" you cut yourself off, "—you know what I mean."

She blows a kiss before swimming back to Liz, who was playing mermaids with Rei.

You stand up and take off your shorts, going unnoticed of the eyes trailing over your body. You weren’t a self-conscious person, you knew you were pretty, but you weren’t aware that your body made an effect on people. Even though your brother’s friends have made it clear they thought you were hot, you aren’t awkward around them, you aren’t uncomfortable taking your shorts off to jump into the pool when they were around. On the other side, around boys your age.., that was a different story.

When you finally jump into the pool, you don't notice the amount of water you splash on the group of boys. You come back out of the water, leaving your body under it and turn to your friends with a smile.

"The water's freezing!" You giggle, making Rei swim to you and wrap her whole body around you.

"I'll warm you up, baby." She teases, leaving kisses on your face affectionately.

Your smile could make someone fall to their knees, your laugh? It could kill millions. 

"I've never wanted a threesome this much." Sunghoon says out loud for his friends to hear. They all slowly turn to him, to which he shrugs. "What? We're all thinking the same thing here." He nudges his arm with Jake's before chugging his beer.

"That's my sister?" Jake cries out loud, flipping the burger patty. Sunghoon rolls his eyes at him then turns to the oldest with a grin.

"You know what I'm talking about, don't ya'?" He teases.

Heeseung ignores him, the cold beer in his hand still as he watches you do flips under water with Liz.

It was weird, he never saw you this way. He always saw you as Jake's little sister. He was only three years older than you, he used to give you and your friends rides to parties and hang outs because you weren't old enough to drive. So why did that change now? He always thought you were cute, but the kind of cute he giggles at the sight of just because. But right now? The sight of you— how the sun reflected on your beautiful skin, leaving it sun-kissed, how your hair broke into curls from it being wet, how your smile— gosh, your smile. His heart beat increased by your smile. He swears he could almost died if you smiled at him really close.

"Y/n!"

Heeseung immediately looks away from you when your brother calls your name and you turn around, almost like he was embarrassed to be caught staring.

"What?" You scrunch your face, placing a hand close to your face to cover the sun.

"Are you sure it's only you four and five more?" You nod, making him groan. "Ugh, okay. Here I go; if I give you guys hamburgers, are we allowed to go in the pool?"

Rei gasps and jumps on your back, splashing water on everyone. "Yes, you can, jakey." She winks, leaning closer to you to whisper; "say yes, pretty please."

"Oh, my God." You laugh, throwing her back underwater. You turn to Jake and the others and smile, "we get fries with that too."

He salutes you, "sir, yes, sir!"

Right when you were about to go back under the water, the door slides open, revealing your best friend. And with excitement, you hop out of the pool and hug him.

Jungwon was your best friend; you met each other in kindergarten, cliche, you know that. He was a shy kid and shy kids used to get bullied back then, so you did what any good person would do; punch the monster who was bullying the cute boy. After that? You two have been inseparable. It's all platonic, you two know that, and nothing would ever change that.

You don't notice, but Heeseung definitely rolled his eyes and completely ignored the boy.

"Hi, Junglost!" You smile as you pull away from the hug. The boy scrunches his face, now looking at his now wetted shirt.

"This was my dry shirt." He pouts, making you hit his shoulder. "Only Anton and Sunoo could make it, by the way."

"Yeah.. too sad, I haven't seen the girls since we entered spring break." You pat his should before completely pulling away. "Where are the others?"

He throws his head back dramatically, gesturing to the open door. You bite your lip, waiting for the two other guys to come in, and when they do, you can't help but smile.

Then enters Lee Chanyoung— but everyone calls him Anton. You have a huge crush on him, always have, and always will. He's cute, smart, sweet, and hot. But everyone knows that, and unfortunately for you, you don't want to ruin the friendship you have with him. It wasn't like the one you had with Jungwon, but it was close.

Behind you, Jungwon is saying 'hi' to the girls, dabbing up the guys, dabbing up a certain guy whose grip was really rough. 

"Hey, Y/n." The boy comes in with Sunoo, both their smiles basically lighting up the world. "We brought iced tea, your favorite, right?" He raises four bottles and you nod excitedly.

"Yes, how did you know?" You take one from his hands with a smile. Sunoo hugs her by the side and mumbles a small 'hey' before walking past the pair and going to the girls.

Anton chuckles, "it's all you drink when we hang out." He says, making you awkwardly nod. And just when he was going to open his mouth, someone cuts him off. "I—"

"—what's up?" Heeseung butts in, standing between you two. You look at him, confused, as his hand raised to dab up Anton. "Heeseung."

The younger one chuckles and nods, taking his hand. "Anton."

Heeseung nods, gripping a little bit too hard on the boy's hand as he turns to you with a flat smile. "You two...?"

"Friends." You both respond.

"Ah..." he nods, letting go of Anton's hand. "Nice meeting you, bro." He gives him a quick pat on the back before taking one of the iced tea bottles, walking away from you two. 

You and Anton stand there, awkwardly looking everywhere but the other.

"Are you going into the pool?" You ask.

He smiles at you, and gosh that smile made you want to die. 

—

Hanging out with your brother's friends wasn't as bad as you thought it would be, if you excluded the fact that the boys were too close to the girls even though the pool was 20ft long. 

You and Wonyoung were talking to Jungwon and Anton, like the friends you were, only one of those friends a tad close to you, close enough that his bicep brushes on your arm. On the other hand, Heeseung and Sunghoon weren't doing well, they were shooting straight daggers at the boys, making it painfully obvious that they wished they were in the younger ones' place.

"Guys, should we play battles?" Jake shouts over the sound of the music.

Sunoo clapped next to him, quickly gesturing to you to pick Anton. You shake your head almost immediately and gesture at him to shut up. He rolls his eyes at you and pouts, making you laugh.

"Are you laughing at Sunoo?" Anton whispers next to you, almost startling you from how close he felt. You turn to him and immediately blush when you see how, in fact, close you two were. You nod, not being able to respond with words and he chuckles, so softly it almost makes you have an eargasm.

"I pick Rei!" Jake raises his hand almost instantly.

"Okay, I'll pick Wonyoung!" The girl groans at Sunghoon's words but still swims over to him, making him smile in victory.

"Jungwon and Y/n cannot be together." Liz pointed her finger at you two, moving slightly towards Jay.

You and Jungwon were competitive, and unfortunately, were banned from being in the same team.

Jungwon frowns and dramatically swims away from you, making his way to Sunoo, who cheered.

You giggle at the boy, not noticing the two boys who were looking your way. Heeseung was hesitant, but way faster than Anton was, because just when Anton was about to ask you to be with him, he stole you.

"I get Y/n." He says, too casual.

You feel being dragged away from Anton, suddenly feeling someone's hands around your lower abdomen.

Anton didn't really seem sad or betrayed, for some reason, he seemed even happier. "I get to be the judge then, right?" He asks Jake.

"That's correct, my brother!" 

You only realize Heeseung's arms are actually on you when he presses your abdomen a little bit, pressing you close to him. You slightly cock your head to the side, meet with his eyes, and look away, not giving him any reaction.

You feel him chuckle, the feeling of his laughter vibrating on your body.

"Okay, wonyoung and sunghoon versus Heeseung and Y/n battle each other because they're the tallest." Anton guides everyone to move away to let you guys be in the center.

Heeseung turns you around, facing you and with a smirk, he says; "hop on."

On the inside, you had exploded. On the outside, you only roll your eyes at him and go on his back. He goes underwater and grabs your thighs, wrapping them around you, and when he goes above the water, you immediately grab his hair for support, tugging it slightly enough to make him groan. You laugh, slapping the back of his head.

"My bad." He mumbles with a teasing smile on his face.

You look ahead of you, noticing Sunghoon wrapping his arms around Wonyoung and her flicking them away, making you laugh.

"It's for support!" He defends.

"I don't need it!" She yells back, pulling his hair.

"Okay, ladies ladies. Let the judge judge." Jake turns to Anton, who smiles brightly, swimming over to float perfectly next to both teams.

Heeseung suddenly grips harder, making your thighs press harder on him, making you almost groan at the touch. He notices, of course he notices, and looks up, enough for his eyes to meet with yours. "Comfortable?"

"Shut up." You scoff a laugh.

"Go!" Anton shouts.

You and Wonyoung grab each other and immediately start laughing, trying to push each other off of your partners.

"Go won, you're doing amazing, sweetie!" Sunoo yells excitedly.

"This is my wet dream!" Rei screams, making Jungwon splash water on her to shut her off, but she only laughs.

You feel Heeseung holding you tighter, his laugh vibrating even more than before as he backed you up. You tickle Wonyoung's side and she immediately giggles, giving you the advantage to push back, letting both Sunghoon and her fall.

"Defeated! Team Y/n and Heeseung have won!" Anton cheers.

You laugh as everyone cheers, splashing water on both of you. You feel Heeseung grab you by the waist and put you down on his back, making you face him. He grabs your hand up high and grins.

"Great job, partner."

You grip on his hands and cock your head to the side. "You too."

You let go of his hand and look away, flexing your nonexistent biceps everywhere, making the rest laugh.

Behind you, all Heeseung could do was smile, to the point where his cheeks started to hurt.

—

It was 7 pm and you were all still inside the pool, except for Sunoo, who was sitting on one of the chairs, updating his Instagram. And Heeseung, who was nowhere to be found.

Jake and Jungwon had made drinks for everyone, and you couldn't say no to fun drinks. They were your weakness. But because of the lack of alcohol you actually take, your alcohol tolerance is not good.

"I'll be right back." You yawn, your eyes blurry from the mix of dizziness and water.

You take a step back from the group and carefully grab on to Anton's shoulder for support, he helps you get out of the pool and you thank him, before walking into the house. You walked straight upstairs and into your bedroom, for whatever reason and drop to the floor, for whatever reason.

You close your eyes for a second, your energy already fading away. You stay there for a few minutes before you sigh and stand up, walking out of your room. To your surprise, you bump into the chest of the person who was missing.

As a reaction, you gasp. You see Heeseung looking down at you, those doe eyes staring right at you, almost hypnotizing you.

"Hey,"

His voice is quiet, sending chills down your spine.

"Hi." You smile shyly at him.

He chuckles when your eyes trail down his chest, his bare chest which you bumped into. When you look back at him, he drags his eyes down to your body, analyzing the same way he did when he first got to your home. He smiles, taking the string of your tankini underwear with his hand, tugging it slightly. He leans close to your ear, so close you could feel his lips on you.

"Pretty."

Your breath hitches, you freeze, and when he lets go of you and walks away, you go back to your room.

"Oh my gosh." You repeat to yourself in shock as you lock the door and silently scream.

Outside of your door, Heeseung quickly ran down stairs and locked himself in the bathroom.

mars' after notes I WAS GIGGLING THE WHOLE TIME I WROTE THIS BTW

taglist ⪩. .⪨: @saeivra @jvngw0nlvr @zoe1love @komaedaaasworld @lovenha7 @meowmeowjang @baskinginvellichor @writtenbyyoongi @tessa365 @enhypenlvrsstuff @delulumel @tashiagalinda @zoros-earring @whothefvckami @heelovesmeknot @xlou @kookieterry @jae-n0 @ateez-atiny380 @jaehyp @rikismura @wenomakiluvr @annies-crystal @enhanoa @chario1397 @mandmilovehim @jazzygirlengene @gyuniverss @shaiimuraaa

taglist ⪩. .⪨: @saeivra @jvngw0nlvr @zoe1love @komaedaaasworld @lovenha7 @meowmeowjang @baskinginvellichor @writtenbyyoongi @tessa365 @enhypenlvrsstuff @delulumel @tashiagalinda @zoros-earring @whothefvckami @heelovesmeknot @xlou @kookieterry @dreemxz @ironheartsnympho @soakedpetals0

taglist ⪩. .⪨: @saeivra @jvngw0nlvr @zoe1love @komaedaaasworld @lovenha7 @meowmeowjang @baskinginvellichor

“What if she casts a spell on me?” You whispered, slightly leaning over to the boy beside you.

Right beside you, Jay snorted. He knew it was a joke, but deep down, he also knew it was something else. And he really didn’t like seeing you this way, hell, he always wished he could do more than just be there for you, he always wished he could hold you when you spoke about your problems and opened up to him. But he couldn’t do that, he couldn’t betray that trust between him and his best friend, and he definitely didn’t want to ruin the friendship you and him have. So of course, he decided that as long as he was able to be there for you, he was okay.

“I’d probably keep my distance from you.” He teased back.

You quietly gasped with an offended smile, hitting his arm which made him chuckle, smile even. This way is how he liked seeing you.

Once you both quieted down and turned your attention back to Mr. Suh, Jay couldn’t help to sneak a glance at you—more specifically, your side profile. He always admired you from afar, seeing as he couldn’t really do much but stare. But even just that, made him feel guilty.

“Okay, you guys seriously need to take Y/n and Jay as an example for this project.” That caught his attention quickly, “wanna get a 100? Brainstorm, talk and talk! Don’t use ChatGPT to get ideas, hell, don’t use it at all, that’s lame as fu—“ he covered his mouth, “—almost got myself fired there. Anyways, have a great day!” Everyone laughed and stood up, leaving the class room. “Y/n, can I speak to you really quick?”

You stopped midway, looked back at Jay who simply smiled at you. “I’ll wait outside.” You nodded, walking back to Mr. Suh.

“How are you? Is everything okay?” Mr. Suh asked.

“Everything is as okay as it can be, sir.” You gave him a tight smile. 

“Y/n, are you sure? Mr. Park told me you didn’t feel okay last class. You know you can talk to me, right?” He leaned on his desk.

“I know. Jay didn’t really know what happened by the way, he was just worried so he said that.” You explained casually.

“Then what happened? Something personal?”

You shrugged. “Kind of. Family stuff. Money, the usual.” You nodded, more to yourself.

“Does this also have to do with Ja—“ You glared at him, making him literally zip his mouth with his finger. “—don’t say his name, sorry.”

“I just haven’t had a really good time, to be honest. But I won’t miss class, sir, I promise.” You sighed.

Mr. Suh squinted his eyes then nodded towards the door, “go ahead, kiddo. If you ever want to talk, though, my door’s open.” You nodded, waving on the way as you walked out.

And there he was, Jay, waiting right by the door with his fingers wrapped around his backpack. You smiled sincerely at him as you two walked to the library.

“You okay?”

You nodded. He went silent.

Because he knew you didn’t want to talk about it.

The two of you headed to the library in a painful silence, one that Jay wanted to replace with affection to demonstrate he was there for you, but again, he chose to just stand there. As soon as you entered the quiet space, Jay quickly moved a chair for you to sit on, you mumbling a “thank you” after with a smile.

He sat next to you, the side of his leg brushing against yours on the way.

“I can’t believe we're doing a formula one skit for our english class.” You giggled as you turned your ipad on, sliding it further to your left so it would be between you and Jay. “Mr. Suh is absolutely going to lose it.”

“It’s the foreigners in us.” He smiled cheekily, his smile fading away for a quick second when he checked his phone before turning it off and smiling again. “And everyone knows Formula one so..”

“You actually have me hooked with the races now.” You said as you began to click on the page you left off.

“Wait, actually? I didn’t think you’d care about it.” He lowered his voice.

You smiled at him, nudging your shoulder with his. “Jay, you were absolutely crashing out about how the season was going, it sounded entertaining. I didn’t know you were such a fan of it so I thought I’d give it a try. It’s fun, and I find George Russell interesting.”

From one moment to another, Jay’s shy and embarrassed expression turned into a sour one, “Out of all drivers that’s who you like? Seriously?”

“What? You can’t judge me for who I like!” He pursed his lips in thought, making you laugh. “I like Verstappen though, that kid Kimi too.”

Jay’s eyes lightened up, making you roll your eyes. “Did you know I met Max Verstappen once?”

“Yes, it’s all over your social media.” He snuggled his hand inside his backpack, pulling a self-made photocard of him and Max Verstappen, a picture that Jake, Jungwon, and Sunghoon were also in but were cut off, making you burst into laughter. “What?”

“Oh, you’re obsessed obsessed,” You smiled as you grabbed the photocard from him.

“My most prized possession that is, Miss Y/n.”

When you accidentally laughed a little too loud, the sound of the librarian shushing you echoed in the grand room, making both you and Jay lie back awkwardly on your seats as you now quietly giggle.

“You guys dating now?”

That voice you could recognize anywhere, and you hated yourself for it, snapped you out of the moment of rare happiness you had had in days. For a milli-second, you ignored whatever was going on—Jake standing just in front of you two with an expression that not even himself could explain, and Jay, looking straight at you in hope that maybe you didn’t hear what Jake said—but when you looked up, you gave him a smile, an honest one, but definitely not a kind one.

“I’m not doing this in a library, Jaeyun.”

Jay could only stay quiet, because he knew if he spoke, he’d lose one of you in a quick second, or both, that was if he said the wrong thing.

“Well, you’re lucky, because I’m not here for you. I'm here for Jay,” he threw a sarcastic smile right at you, making you roll your eyes as you started closing your iPad and notebook. “I didn’t think you would be here. Wouldn’t say I’m surprised though, seeing as you’ve been hanging out awfully a lot together.” He mumbled, tapping his fingernails on the table.

Instead of responding or giving him any reaction, you turned to Jay as you put all your stuff inside your bag. “We can finish this tomorrow—“

“—so you can spend more time with him?” Jake coughed “casually”.

“Dude.” Jay managed to mutter to his direction.

You scoffed, turning to him. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You come back, we have a fight, and now you’re hanging out with my best friend.” He looked around, silently laughing as if he were insane. “You’re looking for a rebound or something?” He looked you up and down, completely ignoring his friend, who he had just basically offended.

You grabbed your bag and disgustingly glared at him. “First of all, it wasn’t a fight, it was barely a conversation where I was the only one making points. Second, why the hell would I be looking for a rebound? I’m not you. And I would never do something like that to Jay.” You stood up, glanced at Jay with a tight smile then glared once again at Jake. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to be leaving before you make another dumb comment that makes no sense at all and wastes my time. See you.”

Jay quickly stood up when you started walking away, grabbing Jake by the arm to stop him. “You seriously need to stop bothering her, dude.” He commented softly.

“You’re seriously falling for her dumb act?” He scoffed.

“What act? She’s just existing and you’re making it a problem.” Jake took back his arm, slightly pushing Jay away.

“I cannot believe you’re taking her side.”

Jay wiped his hand on his face, “it’s not that, Jake. You guys have problems that you need to fix, I’m friends with both of you. I may be your best friend, but that doesn’t necessarily mean I’ll always agree with everything you say.”

The Australian boy rolled his eyes, “whatever, man. I’ll see you later.”

As Jake walked away, Jay sighed out of frustration. Quickly grabbing his stuff, and your forgotten water bottle on the end of the table, he made his way to the direction you had run off to, in hope he could catch up to you. When he realized it was too late, he silently cursed at himself for not being quick enough.

Jake's POV

Jake knew that if Jay disagreed with him, it meant he was in the wrong. Every-damn-time. It didn’t matter what the point was, he was always right. And that bothered him to another level. How come his best friend knows his ex-girlfriend more than himself? What does he say to make it all sound right?

That was the one thing Jake was always jealous about, and the worst thing was that you never noticed. He always knew you were kind, acceptable, understandable, basically every good thing in the world. It made sense you and Jay got along once before, but now? Sure, the three of you had met around the same time, it was always the three of you until Jake confessed to you, that was when Jay grew a little bit distant from you, out of respect to both of you, of course. But Jake always kept him close, he was like that little angel on his shoulder that always wandered around with him and told him what was right or wrong, the honest one.

Seeing him walk away from him and instead go to you definitely did something to him, made him realize maybe there was something he did, that was wrong in every way.

As he stepped into the campus with a sour expression on his face, Jake was hoping he didn’t bump into any familiar faces, something about what had just happened had bothered him more than it should’ve.

“Jakey?”

Of course, the familiar face Jake was begging not to bump into at the moment, had spawned out of nowhere.

Mentally, he had cursed himself. Physically, shivers dropped down his spine, making his lips slightly twitch.

“Oh my gosh, Jakey!” Nari jumped into his arms, basically crawling on him as if he were to run away. Which in this case, that’s what he wanted to do. “How are you, baby?” She pouted, leaning over for a kiss to which he rejected.

“I’m not in the mood.” He groaned.

Nari stopped her tracks, pulling Jake with him. “Well, maybe this will cheer you up.” She giggled. That damn giggle that made Jake want to cut his ear off. “You won’t believe who I just saw…” she paused for suspense, making him stare at her blankly. “Y/n! Oh gosh, she was crying and her face was all puffy, you should’ve seen her—“

“—can you stop?”

Nari immediately obeyed, zipping her lips but giving him a sour look as she dropped her hands that were mimicking how you looked.

“Seriously. I get you don’t like her but all you’ve talked about since she came back is “y/n this,” “y/n that,” why are you so interested in her life? She didn’t even do anything to you.” He snapped.

The girl scoffed a laugh. “You’re such a hypocrite, you know that, right? I was just telling you she was crying, no need to be dramatic.” She smirked, thinking he’d crack a laugh.

“Yeah, and how is that even funny? Why would you make fun of someone who’s crying in a public space when you don’t even know if something’s happening in their life?” He stared at her disgustingly.

“jeez, Jake. I was just joking.” She looked around, hoping no one would be looking at them. “You used to play along with this stuff.”

“And I regret it.” He rolled his eyes. “Y/n is someone I care about. I don’t like how you’re treating her. And by the way, why did you lie about her threatening you on twitter? To get my attention or something?”

“She was threatening me. Still is, actually.” She shook her head.

“Then show me.” He held his palm up, “give me your phone and show me where she’s threatening you.”

Nari glared down at his hand, scoffing, clearly offended. “I’m not giving you my phone, Jake. What the fuck?”

“Nari, Y/n would never do something like that. I know her.” He stated.

“She’s your ex-girlfriend.”

“Exactly. And I know the type of person she is. Also, why would you even go through my phone and steal pictures of a memory you weren’t even there to begin with?” He asked, now completely serious.

The shorter girl gulped, then scoffed a laugh. “What, your bat shit crazy ex got offended by that? It was just a silly joke, get over it.” She rolled her eyes.

“Don’t call her that. That was a memory of her and I, not you and I, or someone else.” His eyes suddenly started teared up, to which he quickly wiped away in frustration. “Look, whatever you and I have, I don’t want it anymore. I want no contact. If you try to contact me or Y/n, or any of my friends, I swear I’ll sue you, got it?” He pointed his index finger at her.

“Jake, you can’t just say that—” She tried to talk.

“I just did. And I mean it.”

And with that, Jake walked away, leaving a very furious Kim Nari.

Jake didn’t know what suddenly changed, it just clicked. He still didn’t know fully why you and him ended in bad terms, but now, what he wanted to find out was what he did to hurt you, and how to fix it. Because now, Jake was willing to accept what he did, even if he still didn’t know what it was, but he knew he’d do anything to open that window.

mars yap wait do we like written chapters bc in my opinion they give more context and yes… there will be more written chapters like my other fics just letting you guys know🩷🩷

ALSO Jake redemption??? Uuuuuuuu I have the final chapter already planned out guys it’s looking good

mars yap guys are you actually rooting for jay or am I tweaking ooo you gon make me tweak! ANYWHOOO JAKE YOU BETTER SHAPE UP! CAUSE WWE NEED A MAN