there has to be another secret there has to be something else #somethingelse

i understand its chronic pain but every day seems a bit excessive

big loud incorrect buzzer noise that plays after every social interaction i have

nobody tells you that you have to make different choices if you want to be different. even for habits that are ingrained into the fabric of your being. FUCKED UPPPPPPPPP

You really do have to have read and watched everything in order to really get even one thing.

the thing about me is that I never stood a chance

awake as shit just looking at images trying to understand anything

does anyone mind if i procrastinate and make my own life really really hard