Blood Estate

there’s nothing sane about being deemed normal in an absurd world every day week and month I wonder how long we will wait, and watch our world burn, our humanity be ripped from us, our very existences commodified and sold back to us, and systems of mass death envelop our world, until we collectively do something to challenge and reverse the future so clearly playing out in front of us the…

Feel like this one is a big step forward — been rushing to get videos together for every song, for the album for july 24th <333 life is just stages of stages of rebirth and you can only save yourself through the world

So excited to have this album on a physical format again, it makes me want to make more cassettes too. It’ll be nice to have these for shows, but also to have stuff available online again. Now I just need to get more apparel together. Available on bandcamp + at live shows

Had fun playing this song for the seagulls, this has always been a special one for me

subvert.fm/blood-estate Created with GIMP SUBVERT, THE COLLECTIVELY OWNED BANDCAMP SUCCESSOR IS HERE NEW ALBUM, “Frozen, thawed, Ashes in turn” out now ONLY ON SUBVERT SUBVERT IS FINALLY here and to commemorate the occasion I am releasing an exclusive project on there. These songs are all different stages of rebirth, and as we burst out the chrysalis I am happy to finally share them all…

Who loves the rain? Who loves the sun? We’re all the same. Yes, everyone. Still special, and different too, but we all need love, and clean air too. “The rain is always welcome with me.”

Published 4/27/25 https://bloodestate.substack.com/p/burnt A hot summer breeze, teasing and exciting her daily walk. Rust spills and abounds, a cacophony beneath the brutal sun. Staring at the ground, the sun beating heavy, as thoughts race. Absent-mindedly she starts crossing the street. There are plenty of things to do but very little time. A to-do list longer than her arm, she is a captive…

The wondering is truly the hardest part. During the final part of the coldest chapter of winter, I was canvassing in the Bronx, and I meditated on which final lesson I had neglected to learn. Upon examination, I realized that it was patience; the same lesson that I had spent the past year learning, essentially. Some lessons are the ones you need to learn over and over again though; it isn’t…

It is really interesting to me how the ritual creation of a song or release of said song can create a message that initially is a new perspective for me but months or years later ends up resonating far greater than more initially intentional work. This song was written before I started to embody this at all, but I still am very far from where I need to be with it. Most of my past work has been…

A smaller part of a larger work, that I hope to be sharing soon ❤ Really really liked making this doomy atmospheric track.

Sometimes the best thing to do is put one foot in front of the other and start walking. See whats in your pockets, both physical and metaphysical, and let the motion carry you toward a new start. You can always make something new But what you’ve already started is always already enough to continue on

This feels fitting to be the first thing I share on my website, as it is finally tomorrow. The first short film of my adult life, made in a couple hours on the first snow of the Brooklyn Winter, in and around Highland Park a couple months ago. Shot by myself with no preconceived plan, and edited the same day on iMovie to hold myself accountable to start. Real, but imperfect, and made with love as…