yearning

also part of growing up is realizing that the embarrassing music you liked in your early teen years still goes hard as hell

I am the surgeon & I am the patient & I am the technician handing over the scalpel & I am the scalpel & I am the pervert touching themselves in the corner

everyone needs to stop having sex youre supposed to jerk off to your concepts face down in your dark bedroom

I self administered black tea to the point of madness.

no one appreciates that i could be a million times worse

My toxic trait as a horror fan is that I will never ever ever ever ever tire of grief horror. The idea of grief driving people to do dark and unimaginable and truly horrific things is just so fucking raw and so fucking real to me and it fucks me up every single time. I don‘t care how many times I see it done in different ways or in the exact same way, it always hits for me. I am an absolute simp for any and all grief-based horror concepts and I forever will be.