yearning

My toxic trait as a horror fan is that I will never ever ever ever ever tire of grief horror. The idea of grief driving people to do dark and unimaginable and truly horrific things is just so fucking raw and so fucking real to me and it fucks me up every single time. I don‘t care how many times I see it done in different ways or in the exact same way, it always hits for me. I am an absolute simp for any and all grief-based horror concepts and I forever will be.

i wish i had a white cat and i would put a red collar on him and then call him baseball. i would throw him

started ssris 4 days ago and lowkey im already starting to feel better

having a bout of mental illness will have me saying things like i am out of alignment