THE VOID IS FEMALE

job apps 😕

mento illness hitting so hard again!

if i ever have a family they will be the opposite of this :(

my parents make me want to kill y self

the mental illness is getting so strong

i have grown a lot and so little . i am kaleidoscoping all the time . i look back and parts of the puzzle are missing, either warped or discarded altogether completely. i am a kid adult, an adult kid, and sometimes just a kid (never an adult). i know that happiness doesn’t mean the same thing to me that it did three weeks ago. maybe i’m outgrowing my sweet tooth. 

do u ever ... get so good at isolating yourself and become comfortable in your loneliness but then the second you feel a tinge of loneliness & you want human contact u look out into the void & see nothing ?? 

i’m just like this