The Professional Dreamer

It feels like a century has passed since this year started. It's been a long cruel, saddening year. I am proud to stand with everyone who is fighting for blacklivesmatter and the LGBT+ community but it saddens me that a lives had to be taken for us to realize how corrupt the system is and to final take a stand to change how we speak, how we see the world, what we allow to happen, and finally to change our ways to become one with our communities no matter, race, or religion, we stand together.

I'm a mother of a two year old!! How in the world did that happen?!?! Where did the time go? Never did I think I would love being a mom so much and this spunky human does not make it easy but how can you ever stay mad at such a cute little girl. I've done a lot of growing in the past two years and it hasn't always been easy as well as I know I have more growing to do but I do believe that shall always happen as we get older. There is so much to learn in life and in this world, I'm happy to say I do look forward to it. I'm also looking forward to posting on here more, I always forget that I have this as a means of expression as well as it started off as a blog. I'm not sure if I'll continue it as one but I'll do my best to post a bit about myself as I go.

The love of my life. Life has changes so drastically but I have never been happier. I love my little human. I’m taking a year off of work. I love spending my days with my little Ellie she is the light of my day. She’s the happiest baby you will ever meet, and she is so stinking cute. It feels weird not working my ass off, but it’s nice, its like the vacations I’ve been waiting to have for 3 years, but bonding with a little human.