mind/ful(l)

having a job you hate gotta be one of the worst things in creation like I don’t even want a job first of all. I have to have one or I will starve. so to have one and hate it is like double punishment. it’s like this, in Islam there’s a tree in hell that sinners eat from i forgot what it’s called it has a scary name. and this tree is deep in hell, it bears spiky painful fruit, it tastes bad this goes without saying of course, and sinners have to eat it. so you’re already burning in hell, people screaming around you, everyone stinks, etc and you have to eat from this scary ass tree spiky scary bad tasting fruit it’s almost like unnecessary, you’re already suffering so much why pile on lol. at a certain point the suffering becomes kinda stupid tbh. exactly like working a job you hate