some days i feel like a glimmer of light

good evening. are u avoiding pain or seeking joy

if you're waiting until you view yourself as lovable to give yourself love, you will starve forever. you choose to love and then the beauty reveals itself

one month sober today :)

two months today :)

don't glorify neglect and lack of support. surviving alone isn't an indicator of strength, it just means you're alone. don't make your life about how much you can endure or for how long you can sustain yourself with bites of yourself. you are not less for recognizing you don't want to do this on your own

it’s so true that the greatest weapon against nihilism and existential despair is to find joy in the mundane and never stop chasing after love