✦Avian ' z Safe Space✦

I ' m wearin ' a skirt today for the first time in I think a couple monthz ? It ' z taken so so long to remind myself that it ' z ok to be feminine an ' to dress fem if I ' d like to as a tranz guy , that it ' z ok if wearin ' a skirt or somethin ' with frillz on , or growin ' my hair out , makez me happy .

I already accept other tranz guyz I know for dressin ' an ' presentin ' fem , so I know it ' z ok for me to dress that way too . It ' z just difficult to not worry about bein ' misgendered for it ⋆˃~˂⋆ Even if I wear a kilt ( half scottish for the record ) I still get misgendered usually TvT Hopefully that won ' t happen today , but I ' m glad I at least got the courage to dress how I want to again :']

I just wanted to make this post to remind people that ur valid regardless of if u fit another person ' z narrow standardz for " passing " , ur still the genderz u identify with regardless of if u present fem , masc , an ' or androgynous ! An ' it ' z alright if the way u present doesn ' t match the typez of clothez typically associated with ur genderz , an ' if wearin ' those clothez makez u happy :3

I don ' t want to " pass " anyway if ur idea of passin ' doesn ' t include fem guyz or masc girlz ( this quite obviously includez fem tranz guyz an ' masc tranz girlz , as well as non-androgynous genderqueer people )

Also goin ' to include here that multi gender people are valid as hell ! ⋆˃ ᵕ ˂⋆ I ' m bigender myself ( I ' m a guy but I ' m also separately aporagender , which I literally found out today is the word for a gender that ' z neutral but not within the gender binary at all ꒰ა(/ˊᵕˋ)/✩‧₊˖°✮ )

What happenz when / if a corrupted bein ' forgetz ? When corruption itself forgetz ? The Flight SMP certainly makez corruption appear to be somethin ' conscious ( or at least sentient ? ) , like a possession of sortz that ' z smart enough to know how to act an ' speak vaguely human enough to trick people . An ' if somethin ' is conscious it can remember , but that also meanz it can forget .

U know how Bubbles is so adamant at the start that they shouldn ' t be able to do magic , or the aversion they have to ritualz themselvez ? It ' z as if she ' z hardwired to be against it , even though magic is the very thing that can stop the corruption .

Then there ' z also the fact that they did a royal ritual that they refuse to tell anyone about , most of the ritualz they ' ve done were when Bubbles was completely alone , never spoken about as if they were never meant to wield magic , or at least not control it . Perhapz they ' ve mistaken ignorance on the topic of magic from amnesia for perhapz somethin ' much more dangerous .

I ' m a multishipper atm for them despite usually stickin ' to one ship for a seriez , cuz idk which ship I like best between Fireworkclaws ( tf!Pyro/Bubbles ) , Spacepaws ( tf!Zam/Bubbles ) or WetCat² ( tf!Legs/Bubbles )

Feel free to discuss shipz in the commentz ofc ! :3 Just please keep the discussion civil ty

An ' so I still haven ' t finished that sketch I was makin ' of tf!Zam ≽^◞ ˕ ◟^≼

I just want u guyz to know that my design for her is more aquatic themed due to seein ' otherz mention she lived underground while she was on Mars , an ' there ' z a ton of ice trapped under Mars surface that could ' ve flooded the whole area she lived in if the conditionz changed for it to melt at all , also I can ' t shake the headcanon that her antenna glow in the dark like the lure on an anglerfish :3 ( her speciez the stellarz would likely have evolved to sort of glow in dark areaz to adapt better right ? Assumin ' it ' d be really dark down there )

꒰ა(/ˊᵕˋ)/✩‧₊˖°✮

( This is mostly to practice drawin ' the hair an ' face of the character in my artstyle , one day we may get a full outfit sketch in my style , but no promisez )

The colourz are a bit off from the referance picture due to me tryin ' to make the colourz match with my sketch of tf!Martyn btw ! Was gonna post my sketchez together but decided to separate them :']

Take my sketch of Bubbles aka tf!Martyn

( hopin ' when I get motivation to finish my sketch of Zam to maybe also draw Pyro ? An ' I might make more silly concept sketchez of them all interactin ' ? :3 I don ' t prefer the concept sketchez to my main artstyle , but they don ' t take nearly as long or as much mental energy to make- )

Take a rushed digital sketch I made of tf!Pyro as compensation for my absence

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I have no clue how to draw facial hair tbh an ' Idk how I actually wanna draw his hair yet- ( not currently in a state of mind where I could handle criticism lol )

I think I ' ll just learn how to draw their outfitz when I make a proper drawin ' of that sketch I posted of them a couple dayz ago ? Legs an ' Bubbles shouldn ' t be too difficult to draw the outfitz of , I ' ll mostly just be takin ' my time tryin ' to interpret Zam ' z space suit thingy that she wearz :P It shouldn ' t take as long since my first actual drawingz of them will be good refz for me of how they look in my style :]

What if they ' re panromantic an ' are havin ' a gay panic about around 50% of the otherz they ' ve interacted with at the academy , but they ' re too overwhelmed to process any of this .

Maybe that ' z why in-universe they ' re isolatin ' themselvez in their room a lot , or why they ' re one of the characterz ' who ' re more focused on the lore / corruption as a distraction from everythin ' else .

Maybe that ' z why she seemz to refuse to stick too close to one group of people , not lettin ' himself get too close to anyone , incase he chose the wrong person to trust , because everyone is already so close to someone else . An ' maybe he feelz they don ' t need or care for him , an ' they ' re too scared to ruin any of what otherz have with eachother just because of that one time she was included in a group activity / adventure , or that one time someone decided to talk to them first instead of Bubbles havin ' to find them first . . .

Now don ' t get me wrong I ' m absolutely still thinkin ' about the small momentz we got in the dragon tournament where Zam an ' Bubbles finally talked to eachother again ! ( It was mostly ooc tho , since it was just a silly not very lore related chat while waitin ' for the next game while Zam was usin ' her powerz to parkour around that area of the map lol ) , an ' when they worked together to push someone off the edge together a couple timez in the mini game with the knockback stickz >:3

Ofc I can ' t also not mention how Legs was kinda just stickin ' by Bubbles the whole time durin ' the PVE game as well ⋆˃ ᵕ ˂⋆

But I ' m thinkin ' rn too about how Pyro is one of the main people in the seriez who ask Bubbles if they wanna go on an expedition / adventure , or the conversation they had in tf!Martyn ' z 13th episode , where Pyro finally revealz that he was the one who pushed Tim off the edge .

Bubbles didn ' t think it was the right thing to do , but he did agree with Pyro that the otherz in the Feles dorm wouldn ' t understand why he thought killin ' Tim was the right thing to do at the time . Like they don ' t fully agree , but they get eachother yknow ? Pyro triez to include Bubbles when possible in whatever shenaniganz he ' z up to , an ' he even said that he actually trusts Bubbles . An ' then they agreed that if no one else was goin ' to do anythin ' about the corruption , that they ' d go handle it themselvez together ! :3

I ' m fully aware that like every other ship that involvez Bubbles , she ' z still not the main / first choice of anyone she hangz out with :[ ( At least from Bubbles pov it seemz that way ? ? ) This is further amplified by the fandom agreein ' more on shippin ' the characterz who ' ve interacted so far with Bubbles with eachother mostly instead . I think I can count at least 5-6 characterz I ' ve seen people ship tf!Graecie with out of those who do sometimez interact with Bubbles that ' re quite popular lol , an ' ofc Majorscythe existz x] ( I mean mostly these people do stay in their groupz an ' Bubbles is on the sidelines kinda , so that makes sense , but oh my void Bubbles is probably so lonely in-character ≽^◞ ˕ ◟^≼ )