(hey! sorry if this is hard to understand,really 😭)
Gary receives a letter slipped from underneath his door. It isn't in some envelope,it looks more like lined paper,and the handwriting is familiar. Cursive.
truly I don't know how to tell you this. This is a draft I must finish.
I've been with a man. a man who could give me what a lady desires. what a *head* could desire. he gives me attention,he knew what I liked,he listened to the important or small details,he's a good man. he won't think my plans are bad. he'll be honest and not rude with his tone. he'll help me with my problems.
you were also a good man. but when you left and had broken my heart- oh,Garreth..I truly don't know how i could deal with It..so I coped with someone who couldn't be so paranoid over his men (referring to pete and jimmy). someone who wouldn't accuse me of being with another man for my sake of being a lady, acedemically or not. he treats me right- he's had experience. I have experience and I know damn well it ain't the best since you or the last prep I had. I thought your looks were the only thing I could give myself to you for- but in no such way should a woman beg her man to be with her,no should a man do the same if that woman was no woman but a girl. I shouldn't beg. youre not going to prison because you were falsely accused! you just couldn't let me speak my truth.
I'm no pauper. you should've ruined my lipstick and not my mascara. but you thought the only thing that was fake were my lashes until you didn't take the prescription.
I wish no harm on a man like you,Gary. I'm a good girl- you're a good..Person. I simply wish this letter makes you know I want to be on GOOD TERMS with you,and that's all. please note- if I could have you back, It'd fear me. I didn't visit you for a reason in the asylum if that's were you even were because of how you had been to me before that. I'm no slut. I'm simply a woman with good desires for her health.
Truly,Baby..I hope we can be on good terms once this reaches you,really. I don't like violence. I hope you could forgive me for any time I'd betrayed you,but I won't beg and I'm sorry. I'm not that lady. I ain't Johnny and you ain't Lola.
if we could be on good terms,it'd help not just me but your peers and I'd love that.
(only added that tag so I could receive a notification for this- sorry if it's bums you out!)
he read the letter carefully with trembling half anxious and angered fingers, he felt like he’d pop a blood vessel before tearing up the letter altogether— he couldn’t stand for this, he didn’t care— what he did care about though was being discarded and betrayed he should’ve saw it coming and ridded of herself like he did jimmy
he felt humiliated and embarrassed, everyone will know gary’s first girlfriend cheated on him and broke up with him for some greaser. He thought he had her wrapped around his finger and was now a laughingstock (not like he wasn’t already) he shook his head, a grimace on his face as he pulled on his hair slightly before straightening up and throwing the discarded paper aside, he didn’t need a lady in his face, he was busy planning something and you can’t have a girl like her meddling with those plans.
“wasn’t worth my time anyway.”
he spoke up even though he didn’t mean it, he might’ve enjoyed her company a smidge, it quietened down the loudness he had in his own troubled head sometimes, but there was no time to cry and whine over a girl, he had things to do.
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