✖ coward ✖

those were the kind of words that shook my world

relationship was treading rough waters and the boat that we are in is rocking.

they say it takes two to tango, but in this case, i feel that the problem was me.

my inability to make the first move..

my fear to feel hurt once more….

and my constant obsession to compare the present with the past

and seeing you with him was just too much to see

ang sama ko. ang selfish ko.

naghahanap ako ng “spark” sa relationship when in fact it was me who killed the magic in this life I shared with you

ganun pala yun, when you see the one you love with someone else, you’d go bonkers. di ka makahinga and ang bigat sa dibdib.

I never thought in my wildest dreams na magdradrama ako ng ganito.

Well. To be honest. I am happy for the both of you.

Hindi ako selfish na bigla bigla nalang mangaagaw ng may jowa. Alam ko naman hindi mo na ko gusto. Kaya Hindi na kita gagambalahin

That day you asked me "minahal mo ba ako Harris?".

Yes, minahal kita. And it is you I have loved all along.

(i made peace with myself now)

Hi Alex,

This is a desperate move. Its been a week since you left this note on my table. I dont know who you are. I’m not even sure if there is even this slightest chance that you’ll see this post (*fingers crossed*). But if you do. Please direct message me. I would love to grab a cup of coffee with you someday.

Love, Harris

(the one with the captain america t-shirt)