Hello. System stuff.
Hollis/Holly: host for the most part. Manages everyday life and takes appropriate precautions to stimuli (false). Anxious paranoid but very very brave about it. Agoraphobic, loyal, critical thinker. Usually around during work hours. Tends to spiral easily thinking about trauma when left alone too long. In control of the brain jukebox I think. Easily excitable with friends but not as much as Poob. Their excitement is usually discernible if you look closely. Formed first from trauma caused by abuse and separation from abusive friend. Co-hosted before being force fronted after prior host “retired”. (Thinking about him makes me dizzy)
Poob: introject(?) fictive. Really excited about parties and doing things with friends. Usually comes around when there’s something to be excited about. Tends to take on the hard tasks like going out in public and makes a game out of it. Super excitable, jokester, handles the hard emotional conversations, emotional maturity, gentle and sweet and compassionate. Makes the bad financial decisions, usually the devil on one’s shoulder.
Pest: gatekeeper, protector, memory holder, fictive. Usually shows up when angry, feeling injustice, or doing things that need proper attention (driving). Hard to switch out. Responsible, sometimes irrational, holds the resentment and hatred for the whole system, causing stress and exhaustion. Strong anger reactions but largely emotionless otherwise. Communicates with clicks and chitters.
