maybe that's all love is: realness.

⋆ this is hcneymooners.

🎧 ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇 ་༘ ──── HEY, HONEY. I'M ALLYSON. twenty-two. she / her. lesbian. scorpio sun. black haitian & taìno. taurus moon. ambessa's wife. hip tats & tiger lilies. pisces rising. 2w1. infj. sagittarius venus. 222. samia & banks. vanilla & amber. perfume oils. bangles. a heart like a house.

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fandoms: arcane, scream, hotd.

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header: pinterest.

icon: anya taylor-joy.

❝ THE CENTRE OF EVERY POEM IS THIS: I HAVE LOVED YOU. I HAVE [...] TO DEAL WITH THAT. ❞ — salma deera.

But your writing is absolutely amazing. Like every story you write is so captivating, it makes me want more and more.

Please do not let anons like that discourage you. Know that you have so many people that enjoy your writing and are honored to be able to read your work! You are so talented my love.

hello, hello, angel. you are such a sweetheart.

i'd like to think you're right. i have no idea what was going on behind those asks, and i genuinely hope whoever sent them is doing alright. at the same time, i think it's important to establish a boundary and emphasize that having a bad day doesn't make it okay to take out the effects on others. that energy will never be welcome here, not to me nor my community.

hello, sugar. it's funny, i've been thinking a lot lately about the way we engage with art. i don't think every experience with art, in whatever form, should be frictionless. often friction or any form of discomfort, whether good or bad, is what bears the work.

and yes, i do think we're living through a moment where ai-generated content is becoming increasingly normalized, and that's something i'll always push back against. i believe art is inseparable, to a certain extent, from its creator; humanity is what makes it. your obsessions, your failures, your lived experiences, that trial by fire - i don't want to lose that in favor of something designed to be effortless or endlessly consumable.

sincerely,

a

a fellow 'a' name; how perfect. this sentiment means more to me than you know. "it feels like she cares" is genuinely one of the kindest compliments i could ever receive because that's exactly how i hope my writing comes across. i spend an absurd amount of time fussing over rhythm, word choice, and imagery, so hearing that someone can actually feel the care behind it means more than anything to me.

been here since your first pazzi fic. obsessed with you and everything you write & trust everyone with a brain is thankful that you still post for us 💛

i'd like to kindly remind you that my blog is, first and foremost, my blog. i'm here to share my writing because i enjoy doing it. i'm not forcing anyone to read it, and i'm certainly not asking to be spoken to with contempt.

if my writing isn't for you, that's completely fine. you don't have to like it, and you don't have to keep reading it. curate your experience. there are thousands of writers online whose styles may suit you better.

i write dense, literary prose on purpose. it's influenced by writers like jeanette winterson and catherynne m. valente, and i enjoy writing work that asks readers to slow down, make connections, and engage with the language. sometimes i miss the mark, i know that. i'm not above crticism. i've cut and rewritten plenty of passages because they became too convoluted. sometimes i read things and i literally say out loud, "what the actual fuck are you talking about?" and if someone has thoughtful, specific criticism about clarity or pacing, i'm genuinely happy to hear it.

what i won't entertain is people dropping into my inbox just to be nasty. "i got lost here because…" is criticism. "plz stop trying to talk in riddles n shit" isn't criticism; you're just being fucking rude.

i don't understand why some of you feel entitled to treat creators like punching bags. if my work doesn't resonate with you, again, you're under no obligation to keep reading it. i don't come onto this website looking to make strangers feel bad about the things they enjoy making, and i'd appreciate the same courtesy in return.

hello hello, my love. this is genuinely taking me out, i mean sending me to the fucking moon. you said “god it just can never be something normal, it’s always some shit!”