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SLEEP TOKEN
VESSEL
⦠Stay the Night - Creature!Vessel x reader
After being turned into a vessel of Sleep, he never had anyone other than the other vessels spend the night in the manor, until today.
⦠Threads and Love
Vessel is back from tour and in an effort to help him unpack, you end up fixing his cloak.
⦠Permanent Home
An apartment issue leads to something more with your friend.
⦠I'm Scared I'll Never Sleep Again
The tour is going well, everything is fine, but for Vessel there is something missing. Lying on his hotel bed, he stares at the ceiling wondering if heāll ever sleep again.
II
⦠Only You
During an argument between the vessels, they ask your help as II doesn't want to hear what they have to say.
⦠Get Some Rest, Angel
You wake up feeling off and nothing improves as the day goes on. II comes back for lunch and finds you in a horrible state.
⦠Permanent Peonies
A surprise visit in your office result in a new tattoo.
⦠Back Home, In Your Arms
Coming back from tour is exhausting, thankfully you're here to take care of him.
⦠Spend the Night
II decides that today is the day that you are sleeping over for the first time.
III
⦠Head Kisses
III wants to change his hair and needs your help to achieve his new look.
⦠Salt & Sugar
Baking with III can be a fun challenge, but III baking on his own is a proven menace to society.
IV
⦠I Won't Let You Go
After a long day at work, IV's feeling pretty touchy and refuses to let you go.
⦠Speed
Biker!IV coming back home with a surprise for you.
POLY!SLEEP TOKEN
⦠Heal Me - Poly!SleepToken
What started as a fun day between II and III became a nightmare.
⦠I'm Not Weak - Poly!SleepToken
II's road to recovery had been relatively smooth, thanks to III. However, he still felt like he was suffocating.
⦠Monster Among Men - III & II & Vessel
III felt weird the whole day, the feelings persisting into the night where something paid him a visit.
⦠Paint and Brushes - Sleep Token x reader
Headcanons of Painter!reader and the boys!
GHOST
PAPA'S
Nothing for now, come back later! ā”ļø
GHOULS
⦠I Fell for You - Cirrus/Cumulus
Cumulus get injured and Cirrus takes care of her.
⦠Cold Sheets - Cumulus/Aurora/Cirrus
Aurora struggles to feel like she belongs in their relationship.
⦠You Can Work Now... (nsfw) - Mist/Cirrus
As Cirrus worked hard, Mist started to see the exhaustion in her face, feeling the need to help her somehow...
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i wanted to change my tumblr and make it dark purple
but since i went to the 5sos show and bc of their lighting i want to make it deep dark pink
idk what to doooooo
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Glad uni's been okay, & I hope you enjoyed your Summer break! I've been doing okay, too ā¤ļø
As you should! It's just too cutesy, and fits your soft version of him very well. Agreed, he definitely does!
Okay first of all, those are all SO cute omg š They did inspire some thoughts for me, but I'm not sure if they'll be helpful (but I hope they will be, in some way!):
1. For guitar!tech reader - I can see reader being a guitar tech for another band/musician, and when they're home with IVy or III (depending on who you'd prefer to write this for!) they subconsciously/by force of habit tend to their guitars, like general maintenance & cleaning, & they're so "š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ You don't have to do that"
2. Don't really have much to add to this one because it already sounds like a well fleshed-out idea to me, but I could see creature!Vessel being either a sea creature (a siren, perhaps? š) or a forest creature for this!
3. Another fairly cohesive idea already, but I could see this being combined with your thought of a 4+1 for II! Maybe a "4 Times II Lifted Up Reader and 1 Time Reader Lifted Up II" kind of vibe, where the fourth time is reader's break-up, which really did a number on him because he realized just how deeply he feels for the reader, so he starts to keep his distance and such, and the one time for II is reader connecting the dots about this and telling him they're in love with him
~Uni anon
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh your thoughts are so good!!
ill steal exactly what you said, it is perfect! i think it might be more like a blurb than a longer thing but we'll see!
I was thinking of doing a forest creature! ik its like the thing i see the most but i just feel like it suits him so well. Like the old pauldron had fur on it and i've kinda been associating him with a forest creature forever. I think i also saw a fic (idk which one unfortunately) where he had antlers and it just kind of fit so perfectly so I probably go in that direction
For the 4+1 I originally thought of doing like "4 times II being protective of reader and 1 time reader is protective of II" but your idea is so much better! Though, reading your version made me also think what if it is "4 time reader cheers up II and 1 time II cheers up reader". The 1 time would be II confesses to reader. Like a grumpy x sunshine situation!
Pairing: Vessel x reader
CW: sad wet cat vessel, loneliness, vessel is really in love, yearning.
Summary: The tour is going well, everything is fine, but for Vessel there is something missing.
Lying on his hotel bed, he stares at the ceiling wondering if heāll ever sleep again.
Word Count: 1.2k
a/n: I've been listening to 5sos a lot these days so this is inspired by their song I'm Scared I'll Never Sleep Again. I also love men who yearn so here we gooo
I hope its not too much (lowkey felt like it is but like its written so might as well post it)
Hopefully you guys enjoy it!!
Vessel lies on his hotel bed, staring at the ceiling.
The tour is going well, better than he expected. There have been almost no technical difficulties, the crew members are all getting along well, and, most importantly, the fans are loving it. Heās seen some comments praising him and the rest of the band, which warms his heart.Ā
Despite it all, he doesnāt feel fulfilled. He canāt feel fulfilled. Not without you around.Ā
The previous tour had been rewarding, even with all the issues they faced. The multiple technical issues and conflicts between crew members never demotivated him. But the lack of your presence does.Ā
He thought he had gotten used to being on tour, away from home, sleeping in beds that were rock hard, eating terrible food. And, in a way, he did. He learned to not mind it as it was the only way to achieve his dream. Those are all small sacrifices that he didnāt mind doing during their last tour, and, for the most part, still doesnāt mind. Except for one thing.
Over the past few months, you and Vessel have grown closer, to a point where you donāt spend time away from each other unless it's necessary. Despite not living together yet, you two are always sleeping in the same bed. Most of the time yours, as Vessel claimed that it is āmuch more comfortableā (and because it smells like you which comforts him, but heād never admit that to your face). He has gotten used to coming home to you, to share a bed with you. It quickly became the highlight of his day.
And now thereās no one waiting for him in bed. Every time he gets in his bunk, he takes a deep breath hoping to smell your perfume on his sheet. Every time he opens the door of a hotel room, his shoulders slump forward as he doesnāt see you, curled up beneath the blankets. And every time heās disappointed. He tried to convince himself that he would be fine and that his tour routine would fall back into place, making him forget the empty space beside him, but it has yet to happen.Ā
Instead, the only thing he can think about is you. He wants your body curled up against his, your breath tickling his neck as you tell him about your day, his fingers running through your hair. He wonders if youāre doing well, if youāre eating well, if youāre sleeping well. He wonders if you too have a hard time falling asleep.Ā
He lies in the middle of the crinkly sheets, alone, and the weight of his hand on his chest reminds him of you. Your head on his chest, his arm around your shoulders, yours around his waist, your soft skin beneath his finger tips, both of your heartbeats syncing together. He looks next to him, only to be met with the streetlight creeping through the shades illuminating the empty space.
He picks up his phone from the pillow next to his, which he put for you out of habit. The bright light of the screen blinds him while the time stares back at him. 10:37 pm. Itās the first time since the tour began that he could go to bed this early, yet he canāt seem to fall asleep. Every time he closes his eyes he sees your face, your beautiful smile and the way your eyes shine when you look at him.Ā
Vessel
I hope you had a good day
Well now I hope you have a good day since its 3am for you
I missed you, darling
I wish you couldāve come with me, this bed is too big for only one personā¦
I hope my messages donāt wake you upĀ
He closes his phone and puts it on the other pillow, screen up. He texts you almost everyday, and you answer most of the time. Rarely do you have long conversations due to the time difference and how busy you both are, but you both try your hardest to be there for each other.Ā
His eyes find the ceiling once more, but this time it's blurry. His throat closes up while his breathing speeds up and chest feels heavy. He does want you to enjoy your life, but he wants to be there to enjoy it with you. He knows you would like to be there with him too, and that should be enough for him. He should be happy. He gets to be in amazing places, to see many different cities, to meet plenty of talented people in his field, but he keeps thinking back to you. There are too many people, and none of them are you.Ā
As tears roll down his cheeks, a buzzing sound gets him out of his head. He blinks rapidly, chasing away the tears, and he picks up his phone. He rushes to unlock it, hands shaking slightly.Ā
II
Thereās a 24/7 shop if you want foodĀ
Idk if you ate today, didnt see you do
His eyes scan the messages over and over again, only for disappointment to wash over him. He throws his phone on the pillow beside him, closes his eyes and bites his lower lip. For a second he thought you were awake and answering him. The heaviness in his chest settles back in. He flips over to be on his side, his long limbs spreading over the empty, cold space. He holds his own hand and rubs the back of it while closing his eyes, imagining your soft hands in his.Ā
Despite his best effort, he cannot fall asleep. He knows that he has an important meeting in the morning, followed by a show before getting back on the roads, and that he has to get all the rest that he can, but he just tosses and turns, the sheets tangling with his limbs. He takes a pillow and holds it in his arms, searching for the same warm feeling that fills his chest when youāre there. He wonders if heāll ever be able to sleep alone for long periods of time, if heāll ever get used to how cold the bed is without your body in it.Ā
His phone turns on, illuminating the room. He reluctantly lets go of his own hand to pick it up. As it closes he gets a glimpse of the notification and his breathing accelerates. He saw the picture he put for your contact. He unlocks his phone in a hurry and he opens the message app.Ā Ā
My DarlingĀ
My dayās been good, there was my favourite ice cream at the store!Ā Ā
I miss you tooĀ
I canāt wait for you to come backĀ
Your sweatshirt doesnāt smell like your cologne anymore :(Ā
I hope the tourās going well, I saw some videos and you look really good ;)
As he reads your messages over and over again, a wide smile appears on his face. You might not be there with him, but heās aware that you think about him, too. He should be able to sleep tonight, knowing that youāre waiting for him and that heāll be back home with you soon. His hotel bed is still cold, but his heart has warmed up.
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Every time ii calls reader "Angel" in your fics, an actual angel gets its wings. Seriously, the way you write soft!ii is so š„¹š„°, can't get enough of him!
All those current ideas/projects you're working on rn sound so good; I'm sure you'll knock them out of the park, & I can't wait to read them! I'd love to hear what other ideas you've got cooking, too š
This is the uni anon, btw! Not sure if you remember me, but I hope uni has been going better & has been kinder to you since we last chatted ā¤ļø
hiiiii hello! of course i remember you!! honestly uni's been fine, but now that is over for the summer i feel a little better
hihi im glad you like the nickname!! im twirl my hair and giggle every time i write it hehehe
i'll be sure to write more soft!ii, he deserves the whole world and more š„°
as for the ideaass there's a few
- guitar tech!reader which i cant figure out bc i dont know shit abt guitars so its been in my draft for a little too long :/
- a kind of forbidden romance between creature!vessel and reader where he keeps telling them that they can't be together but he ends up hurt and they heal him and they both confess
- reader gets broken up with and goes to see best friend ii and he helps them (while being secretly in love with them)
those are the ones i can find in my awful and unorganized doc
i would love to write more for iii and iv but i never really know what would fit them š
i hope you've been doing good since last time we talked !! ā¤ļø