wow. i just took a walk through memory lane on this tumblr of mine. haha. let me fucking` tell you. this year was not an easy one. BUT at the end of the year, i can honestly say that i`m happy. i am happy. on January 01, 2014. I wrote a new year post. all it said was “i am happy.” there is no doubt in my head that i would write the exact same thing on January 01, 2017. bcus 3 years later, i am legitimately happy. 2016 was the year of goodbyes. but it was definitely a year of getting to know myself better. better than i`ve ever known myself before. i was single the entire year of 2016. yaeh, i “dated” around. and yaeh, i`m seeing somebody now. but technically i am still single. i did not have the label of being somebody`s girlfriend this entire year. and it has been a great ass experience. yes, yes. i know, i am dating somebody. but we don`t have the label. so, until then, i am single. i am completely loyal and not talking to anybody else and not seeing anybody else, but i am technically single. i`ll talk more about that later. but this 2016 was one hell of a year. i will continue to say it over and over again. i haven`t had such a good year in a very long time. this year is definitely memorable. i feel like any year that ends with a 6 is just a good year. 2006 was a good year. and now, 10 years later... another good year. it was a serious year, too, though. i was hurt, my heart broke into a millions pieces over and over again. but in the end, i am still here. and i am happier than ever. i have gone through hell and back again. i was dumped via text message while my ex-bf was halfway across the country. my best friend moved to DC. my uncle passed away. my grandma, my best friend, my hero, passed away.. i`m telling you. the beginning of the year was shit. i gained a shit ton of weight from being depressed. i was at an all-time low this year. and then in the middle of the year, i went to vegas and california. and spent time with some of the greatest people i know. i met shrimp boy before i left for vegas, the day before his birthday :) my cousins from canada came through for 4th of july weekend. i went on my first acid trip. i partied with my coworkers. i went out with thomas, just us two. i hung out with my oldest high school friends at the bars. there were so many drunken nights and hangovers the following day. my best friend came home and we went to see Chance the Rapper. <3 SUCH A GOOD CONCERT. went to see troyboi with my squad.com. i got really close to my cousin, cherry. went to see jay sean for ingrid’s 21st birthday! and see donnie g perform. gathered with my cousins in october every fucking weekend. bcus october is legit always lit. spent countless nights and evenings with shrimp boy. started going back to the gym. and actually being consistent. lol. i am literally so grateful for this year. many many ups and downs, but definitely worth it. and definitely a year to remember. i may er may not go into detail on every month. but that will require me looking through my planner. and i don`t have time for that right now. but i honestly am so happy.
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