miss paramour

Hayley, my darling, how are you? I'm sorry I missed you in Cancun but I hope you had a really lovely time, both by yourself and with Josh. I hope he doesn't mind me saying so but he seems so taken with you because the smile on his face everytime you were mentioned made my heart flutter. He's such a good guy and he deserves to be happy just as much as you do so I think you're perfect for each other @hayleymf

I'm good - how're you, my love? Really? That's... nice to hear. Gives me a little bit of butterflies knowing that he speaks about me. He makes me really happy and I'm glad that I dove back into the dating and relationship pool with him. Things like that kind of just hit you out of nowhere, don't they? How're you and your guy doing?

Did you enjoy your time on the trip? I haven't recovered from my slight sunburn yet, but it was totally worth it. Did anything exciting happen while in Cancun, or was it just a relaxing, uneventful trip for you? @hayleymf

I did - it was something that I really needed after being on the road and before getting back on it. Have you been putting on a lot of aloe? I hope you have. Josh and I made things more official than dating, so yeah, I'd say that's pretty exciting. Left Cancun with a boyfriend and an announcement that I'm going back there in January for a festivall.

What can I say, I'm a good guy. Oh no, whatever will I do, some people might think I like you. Damn, should start rethinking my life choices! Know that it's just a couple more days but it's better than having to have gone right back to work and in different directions. We have a night shoot today so that means I'll need to crash for a little bit later this afternoon to be ready to get through the night hours but thinking we can grab some breakfast, because I'm really craving breakfast burritos out of nowhere. Mm but will you take it away? Think you don't want to miss out on it just as much. I've got promotion in just a couple days post you leaving, but end of the month is looking pretty clear into July.

You really should - terrible decision on your behalf, clearly. Now you're stuck with me as your girlfriend for a while. Yeah, leaving at the airport in Cancun wouldn't have been the most fun thing to do especially since we only made the relationship official official. Had to soak up a few more days with you. Now all I've got to keep me company is your hoodie. I don't think that you're ever going to get it back - unless we rotate it out. I could - just get really creative with my imagination and toys. They're quite helpful. End of the month sounds good to me - we've been doing a lot of tropical holidays lately so maybe we can spend a few more days in Dublin once I've finished there? I'll take you to visit my favorite thrift store and the owner. He always keeps the best stuff for me if he knows I'll be in town.

Well we've got a few more days with you around, I've made sure that the schedule the day before you leave is cleared. We can head out, see the city, and just enjoy. No, it wasn't a big deal either before you say anything. I've got no complaints, though you know you're not half bad either. Kidding! You're great. A vacation together without other people around, sounds pretty great. Maybe we can look at our schedules, see when we can make that happen.

You made sure your schedule is clear for me? Careful. Some people might think that you really like me or something like that. You'd make your girlfriend quite jealous. I can't believe that I'll be leaving your side in a couple of days. These past couple of weeks I've been spoilt by being by your side. You better be joking otherwise you're going to be a poor soul with no form of sex over the next month. I'll be taking away the phone sex... since that's the biggest threat that I've got right now. If you can make the end of June work... maybe you can come out to my last show and then we can go somewhere for a couple of days? I'll be finishing up in Dublin.

yup, july 24th couldn't come sooner and you know i'd love to hear what you think after. congrats, i'm sure it was a great tour and the next could be better. where are you going for the next leg ? yes, cancun was amazing, wasn't it ?

Damn - I still have to wait over a month? I guess I'll survive until then. Are you planning on dropping any singles from the album before then? I'm headed to Europe. We start in Milan on Friday and get to spend a whole month on the continent. Cancun was fantastic. I think it's exactly what I needed.

I didn't get the chance to ask yet, but how did you enjoy Cancun? I have to say that it was the perfect trip, and I feel like we didn't even cover the surface of what the place has to offer. @hfrpstarters

Cancun was amazing - I managed to walk away with only mild sunburn so I'm taking that as a big win, honestly. Loved it so much that I decided to sign onto a festival next January there. Sounds like you had a pretty good time, too. Do you see yourself going back?

Ohh yessss still jelly about that one! Thank you! Feels crazy. Also, I used GDY to dye my hair! I’m like gingery brown now! Ohhh where in Europe?! I’m with Benny now and he’s doing he’s Europe tour! I have to see your dates to check if you guys overlap anywhere because then I’ll try to catch a show before I start filming in July!

You did? Why didn't you tell me? I would have sent you product. I bet that you look stunning, though. I'm starting our in Milan - I'll be there in a couple days to get used to the time zone change and everything. Looking forward to being there cause my mom is on a solo trip around Europe at the moment so hopefully she'll be popping along to my show. I don't think we're going to have any country cross-overs but if you wanna sneak away for a day - please come. I'm looking forward to whenever your project comes out but I know it's not going to be anytime soon since you haven't filmed yet.

you've been so busy with tour it's not to see you here, kicking back and relaxin', but you'll have to save a moment for me. we have to hang while in the same place, because it's so needed. how you been though? enjoying things here so far? || @hayleymf

I have - it's been so much fun going back on the road so I just... extended the tour for the rest of the year. I've been good - needed to have this moment to just reset everything. Did you enjoy your vacation?

I know! Same! Last time for me was in Hawaii haha awww yeah! We’ve extended its run! It was only supposed to be out for one week. But it’s doing better than we expected so we’re keeping it out a little longer! How’s everything going with you? How’s tour going? You’re on a break now, right?

The last time for me was in Turks but with how busy I've been it feels like forever. Congrats on that one, baby girl. I'm super fucking proud of everything that you do, ever. Everything has been going amazing - and yeah, I go back on the road next Friday. All the way in Europe, though. Going to miss everyone that's staying this side of the world.

Can understand the feeling of wanting to know if you can do something like that on your own but it's not surprising at all. With things Tay's told me seems like you would have been great as a solo artist for a long time. Heard that Kam made it out, fucking love that dude. Right now, yes. We've been in different places for over two months and it's gonna make it harder to settle into training. Yeah let's get together one day, when works for you?

Taylor has said things like that to you, really? That's so nice. I don't remember the last time that I spoke to her. So please tell her that I hope she's doing well. He's the best, honestly. I'm so thankful that he's in my life as a friend. I'm sure that you're going to do amazing in training. Are you going to bring the Chiefs to the superbowl again? It was good seeing you again, though. I bet you're feeling very relaxed now.

That's lovely! Where's the first show in Europe? Has he really? Well, I should tell you so many things about us, too. I would love to get to know one of his friends because that's pretty important to him.

Milan - one of my favorite places. Yeah, he seems very happy and I love that for the both of you. As long as you keep making him happy. It's been nice to spend a little bit of time with you on this vacation. Do you have any plans when you get home?

Glad you were able to come see what I do for a living and all that side of things. Know that it isn't always so exciting for those on the other side having to watch but you. know you're welcome to come back as much as you would like. Mm, I think it's more you keeping your hands to yourself that is the struggle. No complaints from me but definitely all you. Gotta admit I could use more time in Mexico. Get that we have through Wednesday but feels like it's coming around a lot faster than not.

I loved every moment of it and I can't wait to see more once we're back from Mexico. I'll be there as much as I can but I know you have a job to do, too. So I can explore the city. Hey - I can't help that your so attractive and all I want to do is touch and kiss you. You're a very good kisser. I'd love to have more time in Mexico, too. Maybe we'll have to come back sometime. A vacation together without all the other people around?