Hayley 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

Is lying about your political views to sleep with someone a form of rape?

I came across this tiktok and some people agreed with this statement some people didnt agree with this statement saying it discredits victims of SA + rape.

What do you think? I wanna hear other people's opinions.

Trigger warning: Possible depression, grandmother loss, mother loss, pet loss and unhealthy use of alcohol

I've been feeling sad for 18 months now and now even being accepted into university I still don't feel anything. Not even a bit of happiness of great fullness, not even birthdays, Christmases or hanging out with friends heal the hole thats inside me.

All this sadness started in 2024 when I did get on the course I wanted to go onto so I had go to a college doing course I hated for a year. Also in 2024 I lost my grandmother in the summer and she was my mothers mum. My mum passed when I was 11 years old. I wasnt just mourning the loss of my grandma, i was mourning maternal line. The only who is left and i have no siblings to share my grief with

In early 2025 my dog Toby was diagnosed with aggressive cancer and just 2 months later he died too. He was my dog for 10 years he was with my mum she was alive.

I put all my purpose into getting out of the college course and once I did i turned 18 years old. I have had booze before at family gatherings but now when I drink alcohol I seem to just get easily drunk and I drink so much that life feels more better, the pain becomes silent. I drink when I I'm sad stressed or angry. Towards the end of the summer I did a acess course but now that doesnt seem to give me happiness

Currently I'm home most of the time with no company other than my dad who comes home in the evening. Did my ucas application in January and got offered a place at the uni i wanted to go to for 2 years. I felt a okay just for a few moments and I acted happy in front of my dad but even then in that moment it all felt fake. Every interaction i have feels fake, hanging out with friends feels fake, my short time of happiness feels fake when I read or laugh at a joke feel fake and life is a nightmare that I can't wake up from.

Tom Hopper as Arthur Morgan

Jake McDorman as Micah Bell