𝐻𝐼𝐿𝐿/𝐵𝐿𝑌.

God help the girl (2014) dir. Stuart Murdoch

Youth by Daughter

The wrong kind of love can fuck you up. Follow you. Make you do some really stupid shit. And those two, believe me, that was the wrong kind of love.

Gillian Flynn, Sharp Objects // Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

The Innocents (1961)  /  The Haunting of Bly Manor (2020)

#mood

“Are you okay?” “Sometimes it’s so hard.” “I know. It’s so hard.” “I miss you so much.” “Me too. Don’t cry.” “I can’t help it. I hate myself for still loving you.” “I’m sorry. I love you so much…” “Me too.” “I wish we could re-start everything.” “Let’s do that then.” “Shall we start over?” “Yes.”

Definitely, Maybe (2008) dir. Adam Brooks

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Margarita Karapanou, tr. by Karen Emmerich, Rien ne va plus

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mim @soracities / Terrance Hayes, Lighthead /Blondie, Heart of Glass / Vilhelm Bjerke Peterson, Dagen och Natten / Holly Warburton, A Moment / Frida Kahlo, from a letter to Diego Rivera / Nina Malkin, Swear / Maggie Nelson, Bluets / @fivioforeign's tags

1. Excerpt from The Complete Poems by Anne Sexton // 2. Hans Vandekerckhove - Going Home (2003) // 3. Journey to the interior by Margaret Atwood // 4. Hans Vandekerckhove - Whispering Pines (2006)

essays on self - (1) // (2) The French Lieutenant's Woman by John Fowles {1969} // (3) Writers and Lovers by Lily King {2020} // (4) Ugly, Bitter, and True by Suzanne Rivecca // (5) On earth we’re breifly gorgeous by Ocean Vuong {2019} // (6) The Book of Disquiet by Fernando Pessoa {1982} // (8) //