All I need is rope and it's done...

I have learnt how to make a noose, shall I do it? Will she then realise what I meant to her? Will she then remember me? Will she ever forget me? She is the reason why I want to do this, I want to so this, I can't continue this life anymore without her.

Did she ever love me? Did she ever care? Did she ever like me? Does she still like me? Does she still love me? Does she still want me? Does she still think of me? Does she think about someone else? Does she imagine us being together? Does she check up on me? Can someone take my life away? Someone shoot me? Kill me or something, it is better than this pain and suffering I'm going through.

Why do people make me feel this way? Why did SHE make feel this way? I feel broken, I feel like self harming again. I feel like I don't belong here, I have never felt this way before. This girl is my one and only and I can't get her out my mind. This is killing me. Why can't god just take me away? Why can't my life just end? Life is so shit now. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to get away. How can she be with another guy already? How can she have the heart to do that? I just want to take my own life away. That's all I want to do. I'm saying this to you tumblr because no one else understands me. No one knows how I feel. No one gets me. Only she did. I think it's time for me to go, but I don't want to affect the people around me, I don't want to be selfish like this, I just want to go and never return.

I can't wait till a couple months, going to Africa and seeing you, walking along the beach holding hands, lying down on the sand with the sun glaring at our naked body's, your beautiful Ree, your everything iv dreamed off, I think the only reason we have ex's is because this leads for us to be together. I can't wait till we go out every night, shisha, cinema, resturaunt, then me driving your car around, I'm so happy, I have never been this happy, you are my light, the one I have been waiting for, you are amazing and I seriously don't know what I would do without you, you have supported me and been there for me like no Nobody else, you are gorgeous looking and my princess<3

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