This is My Life.

And in King of Battle and Blood; Isolde is helped down from her horse and recoils/cringes from being touched by someone who isn't Adrian.

No matter how I act, be nice, be grumpy, good mood, or bad mood, I'm just a bat shit crazy annoying bitch in his eyes. I can't recall a single time he's said a nice thing to me ABOUT me. Everything is negative. I'm not happy anymore.

Him: "Why do you have to make it weird?"

Good thing we just signed a 14 month lease 🙃

Good news is, Justin didn't say it back but he can still tell Karlie he loves and misses her! It's fine.

I also have the opportunity to explore and learn about Judaism and that part of my family heritage, and they've offered to help me get onto Birthright if that's still something I want to do...but I think I'm too old now. But it would be nice to try and find a community, granted I almost feel like an imposter because I wasn't raised Jewish, and don't know anyone in the community.