Haruka_元遙

In trash of the count’s family we could find two tipes of suvivors: 

One we have Cale that lost everything and everyone who was precious for him and still refuse to die, even if he come back in time. This is because he understand the weight of the survivor, the weight of be the only one left behind and the weight of the one seen his family sacrificing thenselfs for him. He don’t want more sacrifices because the people who survive still suffer from their deaths. Sacrifices don’t change anything, just make the things worse. People care for you, care for your life and your death will make them sad, make them suffer as well as you are suffering right know with their deaths. No life is less important then other because everyone has someone that cares for them. Cale knows that and even if he puts himself in danger he made it knowing that he will make out of it even if it didn’t look like it. He fights so no one has to sacrifice themself for a “greater good”, because of the “majority”. 

So we have the second tipe, Choi Jung Gun tipes. He, as same as Cale, knows whats feels like to be the only one to suvirve, but the way he understand it is diferent. Maybe because of his pain of lost everyone again. He’s a person who lost his family and end up in a estrange world that the people who take him in give their lifes for him in a war. A person who think that the death of one, his death, could be preferable then the death of many. Maybe if he gives himself more time to think, to process, maybe he would not have write what he wrote in his book. Because he basically said to his nephew to sacrifice himself to save the world. Of course he didn’t know that his nephew would be the one to read his book and carry the weight of his words, but still! Sacrifice just result in more suffering! In more sadness! Yes, I agreed that some times we don’t have a choice, is your life or the people behind you, but this is why I love Cale so much. 

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