Those were the days I counted my smiles and stayed in pain,
I tried all the ways to be better.
to say fact, to be better away from you.
I know you didn't need me anymore, but I was in need of you more, when you were gone...
all I said to myself was, "you will be back" and.." you will love me again"
but the fact is, you will never come back and you will never love me.
I kept your every moment in my hand, to know about you just because, to accept the false that, you are so much better for me.
but... why are you not looking for me, when you said you loved me!
that question stuck in mind.
may be I didnt know that,
I should let you go, by taking care of my dog.
I should let you go, by falling in my hobbies.
I should let you go, by living my life.
I should let you go, by accepting truth!
but, after my work and chores are over
I fall on my bed and hold my pillow cry and cry by rememebering you.
I got to know that if there is a second left for me I would think about you.
Is this smile hurting me so much, but i really wanted smile now though it hurts
but one thing I kept in my mind... you will move on and I did by accepting truth
