Be Kind

I’m so nervous baby

Why aren't you answering your phone

Harry, baby calm down. I was in class

You’re going to do amazing, H

Why are you so nervous?

I don't know

It’s just that you're usually here to distract me before I go on stage but now you're not and I’m just letting my nerves get me

Well stop. You're going to do so great and I’m so sad I can't be there to see you.

I miss you so much, Harry, but you don’t need to be nervous. You’re going to blow their pants off tonight.

Blow their pants off, ay?? 

What are you trying to imply little miss?

Shut up. You know what I meant. 

But seriously. you’re gonna do amazing babe

I also miss you very very much 

I miss you very very much too, love

I’m about to go on stage. I’ll text you when I come off, kay?

Okay. Good luck! Love you, mister!

Love you too baby!

Hey love, you still awake?

Still up. You did great, just like I said you would :)

Ahhh, I guess. Not my best performance, but not my worst either. 

It was perfect, H

What are you still doing up, anyway? 

It’s like 2am in London

Don’t you have class in the morning? You need to go to sleep baby.

I’m still studying

And I was waiting for you to finish

Whyyyy??? You need to go to bed, love

Yeah, but I wanted tot talk to you before I went to sleep

Helps me sleep better

Well, I guess that is a good reason

Even though you are going to be grumpy in the morning

I’m heading back to my room now. Can I call you when I get there?

Yes, I would love that

I’m going to be grumpy no matter how much sleep I get. I have to take a Pharm exam at 8am. Who wouldn’t be grumpy?

Someone who actually enjoys their major and isn’t doing it to please their parents. 

I still think you should just drop out and stay on tour with me all year

Lou could teach you how to do hair and stuff and you could just take her place

I wish

That would totally be the life. just touring with you and not having to worry about all this stupid college stuff

But I can't, H. You know that. 

I know, but I seriously do think you should reconsider your major, Y/N. 

You’re not doing it for you and all it does is stress you out and make you miserable

H, I really don’t want to have this conversation right now

I’m sleepy and I miss you

I miss you too, darling. Go to bed. I’ll just call you in the morning. You need to sleep.

Noooo

I’ll just wait till you get back

I’m almost to the room

Okay, good. I’m snuggled up in bed, waiting for you to call. 

God, I miss you so much, Y/N.

I'll be back as soon as I can. I'll even get breakfast. 

What do you want? Donuts and coffee from that place you like? Please don't leave when you wake up.

I just woke up.

You needed to go to your meeting, Harry. Don’t prioritize me over your work. That’s not smart.

How is that not smart? Of course I'm going to put you over work, you're my best friend and you're sad. 

I shouldn’t have left. I’m coming back now.

Don’t. I’m fine. I’ll stay here until you get back.

And yes, donuts and coffee would make things a little better. 

How are you doing? Has he called you? 

No, and I’m not sure if I should be relived or even more upset that he hasn’t even made that much of an effort. 

He didn’t apologize or run after me or anything, H. He just let me leave. I thought he would at least put up a little bit of a fight.

Y/N, I don’t know how many times I can tell you. He wasn’t worthy of your love, darling. He just wasn’t. You’re way too good for him. 

Plus he didn’t even treat you right. You and I both know that. 

But I loved him, H. I loved him so much and I have no idea what to do now. 

I just, I wanted him to at least fight for me, ya know? And he didn’t. Not at all. 

Yeah, and he’s absolutely mad because he didn’t. I don’t know how fuckin stupid you have to be to let the most beautiful women walked out of your life and make no effort to stop her. 

He’s blind, love. You’re the most kind heart, loving, gorgeous girl in the whole fuckin world and he’s blind not to see that. You deserve so much better than that stupid fuckin prick. 

But I’m not sure if I do, H. I did so much for him. I loved him so much and I did so much for him yet he still left. 

If I couldn’t even get a “stupid fuckin prick” to stay, then how do you expect me to get anyone else to stay? 

I just don’t think anyone else is going to love me the way I love them. I’m always the one who’s more involved and I’m so tired of getting hurt. 

I do. 

I love you just as much as you love me, if not more. 

But you don’t count, H. 

It’s not the same type of love. 

Who says it’s not?

I love you, Y/N. Like I really really love you. I’m pretty sure I’ve always loved you, since the day we met in Chem class. 

And I’ve tried to not say anything about it because after we met you started dating Mason, and then you dated Jake, and now Ben. And when you weren’t dating you were adamant about not dating, or I was dating someone. So I’ve just never had the chance, or the guts to tell you, but now I do, so here I am. 

Y/N? 

Love, are you still here? 

I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything.

I love you too Harry. 

Shit, love. You scared the shit outta me. 

I though I was done for. 

I’m sorry. 

Im on my way home. 

Good. 

I also cannot believe you just told me you loved me over a text message. 

I’m already rethinking this whole relationship thing and it hasn’t even started. 

*HARRY IS CALLING*