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I'm not quite sure how to announce this, so I'm just going to come out and say it:
After I complete my portion of Nica's route translation, I am going to suspend all future translations for IkeVil content indefinitely.
This is was not an easy decision, and I've been mulling it over since about the end of last year. There are several reasons as to why I've chosen to do this, but I don't feel like discussing them. At any rate, I am super grateful to everyone who has stuck with me since my early days of extremely rough translations up until now. Many of you have been very supportive and kind, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you ♡
Of course, the translations I've posted so far will remain posted on my blog as an archive. And until I complete Nica's route, any events that I am interested in translating will be posted as well. Despite my not translating any future content, I still intend to play the JP server and will likely share summaries or highlights of the events for the suitors.
There's plenty of amazing fan translators on here who will do an amazing job at supplying anything I would contribute, and if circumstances change in the future, I may translate for fun again one day. Thanks for understanding.
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This was drawn on Krita. The interface might be shit, but damn aren't the brushes so good? Human Springtrap's design is loosely based on those human FNAF fanarts from the early fandom days.
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Regarding the recent upset in the IkeVil fandom, I want to share something that has helped me approach sensitive topics such as dubcon.
I’ve mentioned on my blog before that I am an SA survivor. We are, most unfortunately, very many, and we are, of course, not the same.
What I am sharing below is the analytical approach that helps me, as a survivor, to interact with certain sensitive scenes as I feel comfortable.
It may help other survivors, and it may also be a useful practice for general readers interested in reading any story beyond the surface level.
IMPORTANT: you do not have to do any of this. I’m simply sharing what helps me, and what may possibly help others, survivor or not.
To begin, I always look for dubcon warnings and assess (the whole time) whether or not I feel comfortable continuing to read the scene.
Scenes like these are not the place to be a completionist:
If you feel at all uncomfortable, STOP!
It is OKAY to tap out in any route for any reason, whether you’re reading in the actual app or reading a fan translation.
I mean this very broadly, as there are plenty of other themes that readers may find uncomfortable across all of Cybird’s games, not just IkeVil.
Is it possible that you can be okay with dubcon and feel uncomfortable in the middle of reading it? Yup— so STOP!
Please do not force yourself to finish a sentence, or read one more line. The same for if you made it all the way through and still (or start to) feel any upset.
These characters are not real. These situations are not real. What you feel is very real, and is more important than any desire to “keep up” with what is going on with a LI, or the game, or the fandom, or whatever it may be.
What you have to do is love yourself more than you love otome and STOP when it gets uncomfortable for you.
Next, I look for what the MC themselves say and think about the experience.
This tells me more about the interaction than a general CW, as all situations are different depending on the story.
I pay close attention to the MC’s internal and spoken dialogue, and how the experience is affecting her.
Is the MC frightened? Is the MC conflicted? Is the MC interested in the LI’s sexual advances in general, but not in this particular situation? Does the MC even consider what is happening to be a sexual advance or straight up an attack on her person? etc.
I’m looking for what words (if any) she says or thinks.
Some examples:
“I wanted him to touch/kiss me,” “it felt good when,” “I liked,” or actions such as pulling the LI in rather than pushing him away, keeping the LI close to their person during the dubcon instead of defending herself and running for the hills, etc.
How the MC is responding internally, verbally, and physically during the dubcon, that’s what I’m interested in beyond just: there’s dubcon on my screen and I feel xyz about it (which is fine, just not what I do).
Again I ask myself these questions (and others) because not all dubcon situations are the same.
For example, Alfons and Darius are two different characters with two different outlooks, experiences, and motivations behind the dubcon they perpetuate in their routes.
Trying to view Darius through the view of Alfons’ dubcon actions wouldn’t make sense, and vice versa. What Darius does may not bother you, but you might have a problem with what Alfons does, and vice versa.
What I’m looking for is why is this character in this specific story is doing these actions.
Then I go back and do the same internal and spoken analysis for the LI.
I do this because it’s important FOR ME to understand the intent of the whole picture.
Then, I read the scene again, normally.
If you’re just starting out with reading analytically, this may seem dumb and time consuming.
Again, you do not have to do any of this at all.
Once you learn (or continue to grow) how to analyze what you’re reading, it becomes second nature and you’ll start by do it automatically.
Also, please keep in mind that there are many other techniques, and this is not an exhaustive list for how to read analytically. Just some of the things I do, for myself, to achieve a deeper understanding.
Interacting with what you read in this manner can help you understand the intent behind what is going on in a story beyond what the words on the screen say.
Think of it as the text version of how you interact with people in real life:
There’s what someone says, what someone does, and the intent/motivation behind the connection (or disconnection) to both of those things.
Your brain processes these things and your intuition kicks in to help guide your actions, emotions, and decisions surrounding such interactions with other people.
Analytical reading does the same thing, just on paper or a screen.
Finally, for the nine millionth time, this approach is how I was trained to read from a young age and as such I’ve found it extemely helpful to me regardless of whether or not I was reading fiction or non-fiction (to exclude, of course, strictly scientific or medical research, etc.)
I share this technique in the hopes that it may help even one person who is unsure of how to interact with reading sensitive topics or someone interested in learning more about characters beyond what the words on the screen say.
There are the words in the screen, and there are the motivations, thoughts, and feelings in-between those lines that are so easy to miss (even outside of sensitive topics) when one simply takes the story for being only in the text.
As always, be kind to yourself first, and remember to extend that to others as often as you can.
Keep first and foremost in your mind that these characters are not real, the situations are not real, and that you owe it to yourself to scrape off your plate as much crap as you can.
If playing otome helps you decompress, but something you’re reading is stressing you out— bail.
NO you don’t need to finish that sentence, that chapter, or that route.
YES you can just press Skip from start to finish.
NO that does not mean that you’re not a “true” fan.
YES you can, and should, play how you want to play.
Honestly, I think I kinda accepted how dark and twisted Dari's are with SA, because I've been reading a lot of bls. And it's a common occurrence there---romanticizing rape. It's disturbing, but I'm more looking forward to the endgame part and how the ml usually redeem himself.
Actually, learning all this hate towards IkeVil is kinda new to me. But I am recently watching a superhero tv series with a hateful villain---in the hero's perspective, but I'm kinda cheering for his love life because he really treats the girls so kindly and special--he's lying to her though, lying about his bad deeds and that's kinda hateful, but then he's a villain.
Thus, in a hero perspective, villains are evil, corrupt and wicked, so what do they (haters) expect from them? IkeVil is just in the villains' POV, and since it's a romance genre, of course the mc is stupid enough to fall for such and that's how these disturbing and hateful scenes are being romanticized. But if it's bothersome, they can just stop reading instead of instilling their beliefs and hate to others fans.
Thank you @lorei-writes and @pond-lilies for hosting the gift exchange! I love seeing everyone’s work and I’m always for gifting art and writing to others :33
My giftee this time is @evil-quartett !! The moment I saw “caught in the rain” as your S-tier trope I know that’s what I’d like to go for. I love a good taking-shelter-from-the-rain-and-laughing-at-how-silly-they-look moment, and I want to lean more into Lacrimă’s sweeter and more teasing side! I hope you like it 💖💖
They're so soggy 😂 I love the way you draw lines. They curve, they're a little wiggly in places, never perfect straight. It gives your drawing a sense of motion despite being well, a drawing lol.
Also, on a side note, you handwriting is so good?? You can do different fonts :O
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Also I am trying to get a Vgen code through Instagram and X (mostly Insta), if you could come support me there, to like 1 or 2 posts of mine (I need to reach 100 likes on at least 1 post...) that would be super helpful!
so i played mad love first and i played blind love after and i did it spoiler free so i was shocked to say the least when i realized we weren't staying in crown and we were going back and i REALLY REALLY DIDN'T LIKE IT AT THE TIME like NO ONE WANTS THAT. why are we inventing a long distance relationship. but now i think i rather love it.... im not sure how much i love the fact that we've actually left but i've played a few other routes and i feel like in so many of them harrison mentions that it's our choice if we want to go back, or that we've thrown away all we loved to stay with crown and it genuinely makes my heart drop every time. he's absolutely the sweetest and the sweetness will never not get me. i think the fact that he's constantly thinking about us and constantly hoping for the best for us is just the kindest and most attractive thing ever. idk maybe im just getting older but GENUINELY kindess is so attractive to me its ridiculous.... i think it might also be the harrison effect. like once u like someone whos kind like him and u see that as insanely attractive everything else just doesn't compare
i think the part that gets me is how throwing away your past life (especially for this backstory like someone like kate who loved her job and her little life) IS a big thing to ask of regardless of how much you love this new one too and harrison actually treats it like it is. i think the fact that he's willing to take the harder way the more painful way for him to protect what's important to you is just like CHAT. WILL SOB.
and also i realize that mad love in harrys route is the canon end bc like. events and we lowkey have to stay for everything else to make sense. but the more i think about it the more i think that if harrisons route was purely standalone and they didn't have to worry about all these other characters and events and sequels happening and making sense ""harrisons canon end"" was probably his blind love. because i think this is the only ending where we go back to our past life(?) meaning it was extremely purposeful that they chose to do this for harry's route specifically. like they literally didn't have to do this but they DID and i think that shows just how fundamental this is to harry's character. i know itd never happen bc again. the events. but i think it'd be SUPER SUPER COOL if harrison's sequel was actually the continuation of his blind love ending instead of his mad love. i feel like not only would it (imo) better represent his decisions it'd also be a unique twist to one of the sequels. anyways i miss you harrison ill be back soon
- Go in at the end of the month
- Buy the model of the year right before the model for the next year comes out (dealers get desperate to sell the old models)
- Refuse to put any money down. Say that if they ask you to put down money, you’ll leave
- Seriously. If they ask you to put down money say you need to go and walk out
- If there’s another dealership nearby, tell them that you’re walking there right after you leave
- If a deal seems unfair but you really like the car, tell them you’re going to another dealership and leave. Chances are, they’ll call back the next day with a better deal
- If possible, after the first call wait till the last few days of the month and they’ll likely call again with an even better deal
- Look around for family and friends that need a car. If you buy more than one car from the same dealership you’ll get a much better deal
- If a family member/friend is looking for a used car while you’re looking for a new car or vice versa, still get the used car from the same dealership
- If you decide to buy a new car after a few years, trade in the old car and buy a new one from the same dealership. Companies appreciate loyalty and will likely offer you a lower price
UPDATED (My dad went to college for finance, more specifically he looked a lot at stocks and how to sell things for a maximum profit. He learned it from the perspective of the company but it also works in his advantage)
- When you walk into a dealership, the salesperson will immediately “be your friend”. They’ll act like it’s you and them against dealership
- Sometimes a salesperson will offer to talk to the manager. This does not mean anything. Chances are, they’re going to have small talk for a few minutes and come back out
- Carefully consider the usefulness of an extended warranty. You’re losing money unless there’s an accident or issue soon after you buy the car
- This wasn’t so clear before, but you’re still going to have to pay a down payment. What you should refuse is a securing payment
- The securing payment is a psychological trick. You feel more tied to the company so you’re more likely to buy from them
- You’re extremely more likely to buy at the last place you go, but with the securing payment you’re less likely to go to another dealership due to a sense of commitment
- A salesperson may say it’s a limited time deal. Most times, unless this is the last of that years model, or it’s a special event, the deal is not going away and will still be there if you decide to go back. It’s not necessarily a deal breaker, but you should be suspicious if it’s said to you
- Save money by asking to buy the floor model. There’s no mileage on it, but it’s worth less because people have sat in it
- Or, ask to buy the demo if you’re willing to buy a car with some mileage. The depreciation of the price is usually worth it
- Each can get you a few thousand dollars off due to the fact that it is technically not a “new” car anymore
- Always look at the websites and play around with the build a car, payment calculators, or anything other offered features. Make sure when you’re using it you look at the down payment and the number of months that you will be paying for the car over
- Try to not buy a really obscure model because the trade in value will be lower
- Get the maximum down payment you can afford to lower the interest cost
- Look for a crash rating test. A 5 is going to get good trade in value, and is much safer
(This was written in NY so there might be exceptions in other states or countries)
i don’t like that i have to make this, but since user hot3hothot is actively ignoring and by extension refusing my simple request to edit their own post to credit me when they use my translations, and apparently can’t afford 10 seconds to be a semblance of a semi-decent human being, i will be the one to say this in their stead:
all the translation screenshots hot3hothot used in their post toward darius (tw for suitor hate) is my translation, kurishiri.
i ask that you do not interpret this post as approval to send hate or unnecessary attention to the poster. i understand darius and his story is not made for everyone. i mostly made this since i don’t want to just let that post remain uncredited, when i spent considerable time and effort in translating darius’ main story. so just, if you could help spread the word of this and make it more actively known that i am the translator they’re taking screenshots of, that would mean a lot to me!
finally, to end things in a more positive note— to everyone who commented in my defense and supported me, i genuinely appreciate it. thank you! i’m sorry i don’t reply; the whole thing left me pretty frazzled.. and i don’t know what to say a lot. i don’t use twitter way too often, but it seems word of this has also spread a bit to there as well. no matter the platform, it is thanks to your support that i feel i can keep my motivation! i adore the comments on his main story (among others of course). and also, to the regular commenters, i see you. i always look forward to seeing what you’ll say and you guys give me so much motivation. i really don’t know how i can express the amount of appreciation in words, but thank you.
ellis wants to murder mc. there are dub and noncon scenes and AU's littered throughout- dari, alfons in the main stories and i think even jude has a prisoner au side story where he borderline assaults mc (dont quote me on it, im just pulling from a very loose memory and im too lazy to look it up). will is hard thinking about mc dying and how beautiful she'll look. jude chucking mc out the window, randomly choking her etc. the list goes on.
i've said it once and i'll say it again- they all suck.
like i love them but objectively they are all awful abusive terrible men. i will never understand the moral high ground. and this is a continuous issue. multiple times we've all had this issue. just let people like the bad nasty freak men.
🎶Victor fell in love with her when she was a chi-iiiilllllddddd.🎶
Roger also assaults her in the prison story set. And gives the whole org experimental drugs without their consent! That's still a violation even if it's not sexual! Any character that was part of the event based around Alfons's illusions has raped MC because she can't properly consent during that state. That includes Harry and Liam, who usually get positioned as the "good boys." Ring would kill her if had to.
No one has to be okie dokie artichokey with all this to play the games, but it does make trying to argue that any of them are better or worse options come across as very, very silly.
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