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I'm not quite sure how to announce this, so I'm just going to come out and say it:
After I complete my portion of Nica's route translation, I am going to suspend all future translations for IkeVil content indefinitely.
This is was not an easy decision, and I've been mulling it over since about the end of last year. There are several reasons as to why I've chosen to do this, but I don't feel like discussing them. At any rate, I am super grateful to everyone who has stuck with me since my early days of extremely rough translations up until now. Many of you have been very supportive and kind, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you âĄ
Of course, the translations I've posted so far will remain posted on my blog as an archive. And until I complete Nica's route, any events that I am interested in translating will be posted as well. Despite my not translating any future content, I still intend to play the JP server and will likely share summaries or highlights of the events for the suitors.
There's plenty of amazing fan translators on here who will do an amazing job at supplying anything I would contribute, and if circumstances change in the future, I may translate for fun again one day. Thanks for understanding.
Crazy guy classics from my childhood because cringe is overrated.
This was drawn on Krita. The interface might be shit, but damn aren't the brushes so good? Human Springtrap's design is loosely based on those human FNAF fanarts from the early fandom days.
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Regarding the recent upset in the IkeVil fandom, I want to share something that has helped me approach sensitive topics such as dubcon.
Iâve mentioned on my blog before that I am an SA survivor. We are, most unfortunately, very many, and we are, of course, not the same.Â
What I am sharing below is the analytical approach that helps me, as a survivor, to interact with certain sensitive scenes as I feel comfortable.Â
It may help other survivors, and it may also be a useful practice for general readers interested in reading any story beyond the surface level.
IMPORTANT: you do not have to do any of this. Iâm simply sharing what helps me, and what may possibly help others, survivor or not.
To begin, I always look for dubcon warnings and assess (the whole time) whether or not I feel comfortable continuing to read the scene.Â
Scenes like these are not the place to be a completionist:
If you feel at all uncomfortable, STOP!Â
It is OKAY to tap out in any route for any reason, whether youâre reading in the actual app or reading a fan translation.Â
I mean this very broadly, as there are plenty of other themes that readers may find uncomfortable across all of Cybirdâs games, not just IkeVil.Â
Is it possible that you can be okay with dubcon and feel uncomfortable in the middle of reading it? Yupâ so STOP!Â
Please do not force yourself to finish a sentence, or read one more line. The same for if you made it all the way through and still (or start to) feel any upset.
These characters are not real. These situations are not real. What you feel is very real, and is more important than any desire to âkeep upâ with what is going on with a LI, or the game, or the fandom, or whatever it may be.
What you have to do is love yourself more than you love otome and STOP when it gets uncomfortable for you.Â
Next, I look for what the MC themselves say and think about the experience.
This tells me more about the interaction than a general CW, as all situations are different depending on the story.Â
I pay close attention to the MCâs internal and spoken dialogue, and how the experience is affecting her.
Is the MC frightened? Is the MC conflicted? Is the MC interested in the LIâs sexual advances in general, but not in this particular situation? Does the MC even consider what is happening to be a sexual advance or straight up an attack on her person? etc.
Iâm looking for what words (if any) she says or thinks.
Some examples:
âI wanted him to touch/kiss me,â âit felt good when,â âI liked,â or actions such as pulling the LI in rather than pushing him away, keeping the LI close to their person during the dubcon instead of defending herself and running for the hills, etc.Â
How the MC is responding internally, verbally, and physically during the dubcon, thatâs what Iâm interested in beyond just: thereâs dubcon on my screen and I feel xyz about it (which is fine, just not what I do).
Again I ask myself these questions (and others) because not all dubcon situations are the same.
For example, Alfons and Darius are two different characters with two different outlooks, experiences, and motivations behind the dubcon they perpetuate in their routes.Â
Trying to view Darius through the view of Alfonsâ dubcon actions wouldnât make sense, and vice versa. What Darius does may not bother you, but you might have a problem with what Alfons does, and vice versa.Â
What Iâm looking for is why is this character in this specific story is doing these actions.Â
Then I go back and do the same internal and spoken analysis for the LI.Â
I do this because itâs important FOR ME to understand the intent of the whole picture.
Then, I read the scene again, normally.Â
If youâre just starting out with reading analytically, this may seem dumb and time consuming.Â
Again, you do not have to do any of this at all.
Once you learn (or continue to grow) how to analyze what youâre reading, it becomes second nature and youâll start by do it automatically.
Also, please keep in mind that there are many other techniques, and this is not an exhaustive list for how to read analytically. Just some of the things I do, for myself, to achieve a deeper understanding.
Interacting with what you read in this manner can help you understand the intent behind what is going on in a story beyond what the words on the screen say.
Think of it as the text version of how you interact with people in real life:
Thereâs what someone says, what someone does, and the intent/motivation behind the connection (or disconnection) to both of those things.
Your brain processes these things and your intuition kicks in to help guide your actions, emotions, and decisions surrounding such interactions with other people.
Analytical reading does the same thing, just on paper or a screen.
Finally, for the nine millionth time, this approach is how I was trained to read from a young age and as such Iâve found it extemely helpful to me regardless of whether or not I was reading fiction or non-fiction (to exclude, of course, strictly scientific or medical research, etc.)
I share this technique in the hopes that it may help even one person who is unsure of how to interact with reading sensitive topics or someone interested in learning more about characters beyond what the words on the screen say.
There are the words in the screen, and there are the motivations, thoughts, and feelings in-between those lines that are so easy to miss (even outside of sensitive topics) when one simply takes the story for being only in the text.
As always, be kind to yourself first, and remember to extend that to others as often as you can.Â
Keep first and foremost in your mind that these characters are not real, the situations are not real, and that you owe it to yourself to scrape off your plate as much crap as you can.
If playing otome helps you decompress, but something youâre reading is stressing you outâ bail.Â
NO you donât need to finish that sentence, that chapter, or that route.
YES you can just press Skip from start to finish.
NO that does not mean that youâre not a âtrueâ fan.
YES you can, and should, play how you want to play.
Honestly, I think I kinda accepted how dark and twisted Dari's are with SA, because I've been reading a lot of bls. And it's a common occurrence there---romanticizing rape. It's disturbing, but I'm more looking forward to the endgame part and how the ml usually redeem himself.
Actually, learning all this hate towards IkeVil is kinda new to me. But I am recently watching a superhero tv series with a hateful villain---in the hero's perspective, but I'm kinda cheering for his love life because he really treats the girls so kindly and special--he's lying to her though, lying about his bad deeds and that's kinda hateful, but then he's a villain.
Thus, in a hero perspective, villains are evil, corrupt and wicked, so what do they (haters) expect from them? IkeVil is just in the villains' POV, and since it's a romance genre, of course the mc is stupid enough to fall for such and that's how these disturbing and hateful scenes are being romanticized. But if it's bothersome, they can just stop reading instead of instilling their beliefs and hate to others fans.
Thank you @lorei-writes and @pond-lilies for hosting the gift exchange! I love seeing everyoneâs work and Iâm always for gifting art and writing to others :33
My giftee this time is @evil-quartett !! The moment I saw âcaught in the rainâ as your S-tier trope I know thatâs what Iâd like to go for. I love a good taking-shelter-from-the-rain-and-laughing-at-how-silly-they-look moment, and I want to lean more into LacrimÄâs sweeter and more teasing side! I hope you like it đđ
They're so soggy đ I love the way you draw lines. They curve, they're a little wiggly in places, never perfect straight. It gives your drawing a sense of motion despite being well, a drawing lol.
Also, on a side note, you handwriting is so good?? You can do different fonts :O
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so i played mad love first and i played blind love after and i did it spoiler free so i was shocked to say the least when i realized we weren't staying in crown and we were going back and i REALLY REALLY DIDN'T LIKE IT AT THE TIME like NO ONE WANTS THAT. why are we inventing a long distance relationship. but now i think i rather love it.... im not sure how much i love the fact that we've actually left but i've played a few other routes and i feel like in so many of them harrison mentions that it's our choice if we want to go back, or that we've thrown away all we loved to stay with crown and it genuinely makes my heart drop every time. he's absolutely the sweetest and the sweetness will never not get me. i think the fact that he's constantly thinking about us and constantly hoping for the best for us is just the kindest and most attractive thing ever. idk maybe im just getting older but GENUINELY kindess is so attractive to me its ridiculous.... i think it might also be the harrison effect. like once u like someone whos kind like him and u see that as insanely attractive everything else just doesn't compare
i think the part that gets me is how throwing away your past life (especially for this backstory like someone like kate who loved her job and her little life) IS a big thing to ask of regardless of how much you love this new one too and harrison actually treats it like it is. i think the fact that he's willing to take the harder way the more painful way for him to protect what's important to you is just like CHAT. WILL SOB.
and also i realize that mad love in harrys route is the canon end bc like. events and we lowkey have to stay for everything else to make sense. but the more i think about it the more i think that if harrisons route was purely standalone and they didn't have to worry about all these other characters and events and sequels happening and making sense ""harrisons canon end"" was probably his blind love. because i think this is the only ending where we go back to our past life(?) meaning it was extremely purposeful that they chose to do this for harry's route specifically. like they literally didn't have to do this but they DID and i think that shows just how fundamental this is to harry's character. i know itd never happen bc again. the events. but i think it'd be SUPER SUPER COOL if harrison's sequel was actually the continuation of his blind love ending instead of his mad love. i feel like not only would it (imo) better represent his decisions it'd also be a unique twist to one of the sequels. anyways i miss you harrison ill be back soon
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