Persistence, always.

In a few hours, my flight should have been landed. I shall get up and prepare for my next flight. Same old year-round trip, another 12-month journey awaits. Dear, I am not ready to go and leave it all behind. Wonderful is an understatement. You are one of a kind! For every success, downfall, affection and heartaches that we shared, It was such an amazing treasure. You are my one hell of a roller coaster ride, darling. Now it is time for farewell. Neither I am walking away nor saying goodbye. I am just opening up the doors for greater things to come. Adiós, flight 2015! Flight 2016 is now boarding.

1. Study harder - I am not a nerdy type of student but Accounting course is very demanding. We need to read, inhale and chew every detail of the Accounting concepts and theories in order for us to understand the topic well. Plus, we got loads of reviewers to answers. (When I say 'loads' it is like I only get to answer 1/4 of the materials I photocopied, the remaining ones will just turn into scratch papers!) I need more patience and practice, or else I will be dead. 2. Visit the church more often and pray - I haven't been able to visit the church more often last Junior year. I do not know why, unlike when I was in Sophomore years. Now, it feels like I need spiritual upliftment. I need to keep the faith. I know that He will help me get through this journey. 3. Save money - Yes, I need to save money. I am 19 years old already, I have lots of things to buy and I should lessen the habit of asking my Mom for money. And you know the joy of buying a thing that comes out of your own pocket, right? 4. Avoid visiting coffee shops everyday - Pretty much the same on goal # 3. 5. Know your priorities - Yes, social life is good but I need to focus on what is more important. And I must not forget to spend time with my family and loved ones. ♥ In short, time management is the key! 6. Keep your goals straight - I am not getting any younger, I should set my goals. I still have two more years 'til graduation though but time flies way too fast! 7. Get more sleep - "Always take care of your health, and grades will follow." 8. Chill, and have fun! Enjoy your college life - College is not always about having uno grades or graduating with honors, what is important is that you are learning. I should participate more on extracurricular activities that might help me with my future work environment. It will hone my interpersonal skills. And sometimes, I gotta learn how to chill. I must not pressure myself; Just try to keep in touch and have some bonding moments with friends and barkadas. It reduces the level of anxiety.

It is fifty-one minutes past four o' clock in the midnight. Yet again, just another 4 AM thoughts. Consistently been running out of words. Must be the real quest of forming the drifting thoughts into literary masterpiece. It is fifty-one minutes past four o' clock in the midnight. Either I am contemplating the vastness of the universe, Or trying to articulate the very little things in life. Which is which, nothing has changed. It is fifty-one minutes past four o' clock in the midnight. Consciously dealing with reality. I guess a stranger no more, To always have that predicament of thinking of the perfect retort.

I just reached home from last night's sleepover with 2 of my college best friends and look what I found on the study table, my new specs which I ordered online. I bet someone is a happy kid! Cheers for sweater weather, a sip of hot cocoa, and the smell of old books.

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It seems strange that I can make a good poem when I feel blue and not when I feel red. It is quite unusual that I can write poems when I need to rant and not when I need to express my dose of happiness into written words. I know today that my heart is happy, the youthful exuberant feeling. Maybe I only write poems when I need to release and exhale all the heavy feelings. Hence, that is why I cannot make a great one because there is nothing to let go with. Perhaps my heart is just so excited that nothing can even describe how much I really feel. It is like no words will ever fit when it comes to my feelings. And right now, just a smile that is worth a thousand words.

“Do a little more of what you want to do every day, until your idea becomes what's real.”

to k.b., hey, I am out of words! Oh God. But to make the letter short, I just want to thank you for listening to my own story. I really appreciate that, you know. And you do not know how happy I felt knowing those little things have taught you a lesson and inspired you. Smile, and be happy. Always do things today that your future self will be thankful for!

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