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I wish I knew what to do with the passion I still have for you.

it feels like every day I wake up it doesn’t get better because I just miss being next to you more and more each day.

Blegh. My anxiety is through the roof. Finals + moving is taking a toll on my mental. I’ve procrastinated too much. My mind has been so full lately and I’d do anything to clear it out. The constant heart ache and desire to be back home with him, it’s like an itch I can’t get rid of. I’m so anxious to see him, to be home, and to start my life. Despite the downfalls, mistakes, and regrets I’m hoping things will start to fall into place when I move home. I want to move up and be proud of what I have accomplished and what more I will accomplish. I don’t want that feeling of being “stuck” again when I left in the first place. I’m hopeful, I’m optimistic, pls have my back universe. ✨

I just constantly think about you and to feel like there’s a possibility that I can’t hold you in my arms again terrifies tf outta me. yOuRe always on my mind and it’ll be really hard to get you out.